It's a dog eat dog world.

It's so rare to find people who are truly kind these days. People who are sincerely helpful, who treats you well for who you are and not for what you can offer. I cant help but feel helpless about this, I need to be more independent to survive this. After all, you fight your own war, they'll fight their own, no one's gonna care about you. I need to grow up, to learn to not be so reliant anymore, to depend on myself.

They say pisces hide their feelings well. I guess that's very true. At least for me. Cheerful on the outside, ripping apart inside. Sigh. Why does the world have to be so competitive.