tdy isnt a gd day ):

shall nt talk bout sch... it's s boring s usual.

firstly, i screwed sports heats, i disappointed myself. both 800m individual and 4x400 relay. i tried my best for the 800m, i think. my stamina just dropped so much, so hard for me to accept the fact. i must, i MUST MUST MUST, buck up this yr and train my speed+stamina. jiayou xinyi! ._. and the 4x400 relay was even worse. i dont know if im just pure noob or im tired. i was the first runner, bt i came in last among all the others. i didnt even have the energy to sprint my last 100m, which i usually will... damn it. i suck. cos i ran so slowly, my class still turned out to be one of the last few classes. sry, sry 303, sry weiyue, ruiqi and xianlin. sry ): and thx fellow classmates and friends who cheered for me. thx a lot (:

secondly, i almost gt knocked down by a car while walking home. was walking with xuemiao and sylvia, then this car suddenly pop out frm nowhere and horned us... lucky it was travelling at a slow speed, if nt i'd nt be here blogging nw... boohooooo ._.

thirdly, some tico walked pass me at central and said hello to me. i turned up, he did some super disgusting action i forgot what, if i nt wrong he smiled and winked at me. eww, he's sick lah. crazy. shen jing bing. you mao bing. sod. siao. bleah.

and lastly, it's bout some personal things tt i dont think it's suitable to blog bout. yep.

S.H.E's song 天灰 pretty suit my mood nw...
我的天空今天有点灰 我的心是个落叶的季节 我不知道如何度过今夜 所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

sigh...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEBE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 303! (3032008?)

random:

1. rachel tan joined my maths tuition tdy! :D haha i was sitting two seats frm her at first, didnt notice she was beside me. then after awhile i moved in to make space for pple to seat... and i looked up, we stared at each other for a moment, then smiled. LOL. i dont know why, bt i thought it was funny. lol ._.

2. i gt a new specs! i broke the old one last wed(nice day). the new specs is cheap, the specs seller suggested cheap ones to save my dad's money. lol, then i also dont wanna get sth too ex, if nt my dad's gonna nag here nag thr again. zzz.

3. IM SCARED FOR TOMORROW'S SPORTS HEATS! ive totally no confidence tt i'll come up the top3 for the 800m individual run... lyk wth, thr're super gd runners like UNICE and SIYING... especially unice, lvl top runner x.x n i dont think i can win dawn, jinghui and daphne also. they're fast runners too... then i dont know bout the sec4s, bt i think they should run very fast too. omg im so dead! i'll still try my very best though... i dowan be the last few ): 4x400m relay would be interesting! all 4 badm girls in class would be running :D yay nhbt nhbt x3~

4. I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL~ i want wkends to last forever ):

went monastery pay respect to my ancestors, the incense were killling my eyes, which were already swollen since last night for some reasons. talking bout my eyes, they look fugly nw -.- they look s if they're surrounded by balloons. k, tt's exaggerating bt they reli look eww lah.

then had lunch at bukit batok, somewhr under my aunt's flat. i used to love their duck rice lyk mad since young, bt somehw tdy i felt tt their standard dropped ): dont know why, it's kinda sad, sth ive been eating and loving since young become liddat... perhaps it's cos my taste changed? O: dont know, im weird.

my dad met his fren during lunch, who's a swimming coach. he asked if i wanna learn, my dad said ive no time D: sian. it's 4-6pm on sunday, tt means i have to rush my lunch after tuition and let my food be digested before swimming if i attend the lessons. tsk, bt i wanna learn. i think i cant swim nw, the last time i entered a swimming complex was like... 5yrs ago? i think so o.o and tt time my swimming was darn noob, so nw i doubt i can even swim.

it's raining heavily hw. thank gdness, the weather was darn stuffy before tt. nw it's nice to slp, bt i cant, cos i gotta do my homework. tsk. sian. k shall end here. i realise im super random. bleah. bye!

i changed my blog song O:

first 2 periods: physics test
last 2 periods: chemistry test
how great. think im gonna flunk them both

tdy's just another boring day, schooling and stuff. i hate going to school. school makes me sad.

you asked me what happened, i shook my head and replied "nothing". i desperately want to talk to you and tell you everything, but i cant. i seriously need someone i can rely on, someone to talk to, someone to listen to me, someone to keep my secrets... is it that difficult? i think i think too much. the more i think, the sadder i become. but each time i ask myself not to think bout it, i'll think more. i suck. i cant even express my own feelings. noob. ):

im lost. very very lost...

YESTERDAY
26 march 2008. IT WAS JUST A LOVELY DAY :D lol

and i passed my chem retest! 15/25, at least i gt a passing grade for my chem test. luhong pro, 25/25 for her retest. lol. bian tai ppl, she should have studied for the test then dunnid retest liao lah. lol

TODAY
PE was abt javelin. it's quite scary, cos it's dangerous. the tips of the javelin are so sharp tt they can actually poke through pple if u're nt careful O: isnt it scary? the PE teacher's super sadist. he was telling us all the possible ways we could get hurt by the javelin. LOL. each person had one try, then end of PE alr. sian. bleah. we're gonna practice more tmr O: tmr tmr tmr's PE :D same PE as 308 and... omg (x

chem practical was fun! i like washing the apparatus with deionised water, i like squeezing the bottle of deionised waster and seeing the water flow through the apparatus, i dont know why. i like adding hydrochloric acid little by little to the mixture of sodium hydroxide+5 drops of methyl orange, mixing them and watching the colour change frm yellow to orange (to a damn chio pink, with excess HCl). ah, i just liked tdy's SPA lol.

coordinate geometry sucks. i dont really understand rawr.

i witnessed a cat fight in class tdy o.o right behind me! O:

she pulled her hand...

she elbowsed her...

she twisted her hand O:

huimin was bullied by xianlin. poor poor huimin D: LOL ;P

and the sky's nice tdy (:

not all nice skies have white white cotton-like clouds. skies with grey clouds are pretty too (:

done posting! shall go play a game of yahoo pool before revising for my chem and phy test tmr! x: chem + phy = D: two killer subs ):

oh damn, the emo feeling is coming back again... manda! whr's our emo talk ):

PICTURES~ *gets high and begins screaming like mad* lol sry. it's like, i FINALLY managed to connect my phone to my comp? heh :D

taken on friday if im nt wrong. lol. during chinese lesson. DARN BORED. haha. tt mouse on my pencil case is cute, isnt it? ;)

in the library! evia played with my camara lol

she took a pic of me when i was playing with suay's laptop x.x

suay and buddy! :D

buddy and i!

LOL, ALICIA, WHAT POSE IS THAT, XING GAN SIA!

buddy so cute :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOOK AT SUAY'S HAND AND HER EXPRESSION!

she wanted to hug me O: LOL

she wanted to lean on my shoulder O: LOL

at night, suay and xinying vs xinying's parents (:

TOM! he was helping to throw shuttles for the little kids lah o.o

aiyah sian. cant blog alr. maybe update next time (: at least i posted the pics :D and anyway...

NICE ONE LAH C GIRLS
THEY ROCK OKAY?
THEY WON XINMIN 4-1 WTH SO PRO SO PRO~

nice try c boys, dont sad lah...

YESTERDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAQIAN!
my ex-classmate (:

good friday! indeed very gd, no sch :D

paid visit to my late grandpa and grandma in the morning, then went bukit timah for breakfast cum lunch with my relatives. omg the food thr was damn nice, it was a hawker centre on top of a market. haha. it has nice nice duck rice :D duck rice is loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee x3! and the carrot cake thr was nice too :D a lot of stores, i suppose all are nice. hawker food are all cheap and very very nice :D ate a lot a lot tt i gt bloated after tt lol

went causeway point with mom in the afternoon, shopped for clothes :D cos i kept complaining tt my clothes are all very tight and small and ive no clothes to wear alr, always wear same few clothes very sian. heh :D didnt buy much, bt walking ard was quite fun, especially going into watsons and trying all the powder foundation testers on my hand. LOL. very fun lah, all those nice nice colour blending into my skin x: and i even asked my mom a stupid qsn
"mommy, very fun leh, can i buy?"
"crazy. u put so much for what, whip it off..." *passes me tissue paper*
"i want leh, very nice leh"
"for what. u think very cheap arh?"
LOL, it was reli fun lah, and i was bored ma, so yar x.x

played badminton with xinying+parents+friends and suay at night at cck sports hall again. tsk, was darn screwed. i cant hit the shuttles and i missed all my defendings =.= and i had serious probs with my eyes. i cant see if a shot was in or out =.= zzz. then saw tom helping the coach at brilliant generation. he was serving shuttles for the lil kids thr lah, just like a coach. he taught the kids too... lol. xinying, suay n i were lyk "wow! didnt know tom's so patient o.o" LOL

had conference with evia, xinying and mewleng after going home. it all started with xinying, telling me bout some phone pranks some pple had on her. then evia called me, i told her bout the prank and we called back the number tt called xinying. it turned out to be the c boys, overnight at benjamin's house lol. mewleng joined in ltr, then we chat chat chat, chat til dunno what happened suddenly the lines cut off then too tired to call again, so went slping after tt.

TODAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGCONG!
my sister xP
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAOWEN!
xinying loves you~

went sch with chunyung. i had training, he had flag day. reached at 8am, one hr early for training. did my homework at my fave part of the sch... some peaceful place :D xinying, evia and mewleng were supposed to accompany me reach sch at 8am, bt xinying tt sjflkewjrlkewjfkl slept lyk a pig, i spammed her 27missed calls and she still havent wake up =.= evia's phone had no network, dont know why. mewleng woke up, bt she didnt want to go sch early on bus alone, s she cant reach evia also. rawr pangsehers =.= LOL.

ruiqi joined me at abt 8.40am or sth (: thx ruiqi, if nt im gonna be bored to death x.x then more and more b girls joined in... and we did our homework til 11.15am. LOL. skipped all footwork and drills =.= joined the rest for 45mins training, lol. did nth much, only round robin (is it spelt like that? o.o) with xianlin, mewleng and weiyue. haha, we didnt reli train, it was more of slacking x.x

lunched with ruiqi, jiayi and mewleng at kfc. it's been long since i last had meal in kfc o.o i seem to keep going hawker centre nwadays, dont know why, i think im old alr, prefer hawker food to fast food x.x ruiqi and jiayi went off first, mewleng and i stayed for homework. it was DARRRRRRRRRRRN cold thr ): mewleng lent me her super warm shirt to wear over my jersey._. i look awkward wearing two layers of clothings x.x nvm, it's stylo, LOL.

thr was thunder storm when i was going home ): i think it's the first (or one of the first) time im walking under such big rain (under shelter lah, if nt i would be struck dead by the lightning). darn scary lah, walking under the shelter, seeing white flashes of lights here n thr, and when i finally reached the void deck the lift door was open, it's bright white light shinning in the darkness... LOL. and my phobia for taking lifts is getting stronger after i saw my house lift going sod lah. it's like every time i take my house lift i'll be very scared and i'll feel tt the lift is shaking (i dont know if it's my imagination or what, bt i reli feel the lift shaking!) im seriously afraid tt it'll drop or sth lah. wth x.x bt im lazy to climb the stairs, have to go all the way up to the 8th storey. tt's lyk... quite high? ive to climb up the stairs to the 4th storey in sch every day and it's already killing me... imagine 8th storey... *faints*. rawr. lifts D:

ruiqi gave me a website to check out my japanese name! and my japanese name is りん しん いい, pronounced as rin shin ii. haha. so cool (:

yahoo pool and crazygames gold miner rocks :D hahahahahahahahahaha

ps: sry, i still cant upload the pics into my comp ):

sch's tiring ._. i was half aslp the entire day. tsk. i asked lin lao shi for permission to go to the toilet during chinese, n she said "ok, u're falling aslp alr" lol x.x

i still dont understand a thing bout physics ): mrs chang reminded us tt the mid yr's only 5 wks left. didnt know it's so soon. arg, still havent start revising a thing yet. bleah

assembly was abt cyber addiction or sth liddat. online games, blog blah blah blah. and he talked bout famous bloggers... like xiaxue blah blah blah. then i randomly went to xiaxue's blog to have a look just nw, and it's lyk no diff frm other blogs lah. wonder why pple go read her blog. bleah. she's also nt tt chio. seriously dont understand hw she's so popular.

had lunch at jec long john silver with amanda tan, chunyung, jacky, zhengyang and kueirong. manda, we didnt have our emo talk x: my appetite was darn small tdy ): i was full after eating half of my meal D: tsk. chat chat chat. they talked bout online games initially, n i was stonning throughout cos i dont understand what they're talking x.x then talked bout sssssssssssssssssomeone o.o LOL. arg i think she's a bitch x.x rawr. manda had this darn funny video on funny accidents in her hp! lmao laughing at pple's accidents, hw cruel x: bt it was seriously darn funny lah~ pple doing stupid things lol.

then jacky, zhengyang and kueirong went off first, manda chunyung n i went for neos :D CY TOOK NEOS OK? :D cos we begged him lyk mad. lol. yay yay neos :D long time never take alr. n the last time i took them was with manda also, if im nt wrong ._. they're with manda to scan nw, so i cant post it. and i wont post it even if i have them in my comp. haha. we looked quite screwed, bt still nice cos we're nice pple :D LOL. what stupid logic. bleah, I CAN TIE PONY ALREADY! with the help of many many pins, and my hair will be very very lose after a few mins =.= the pony only could last me the few mins for the neos, and i had to keep retying and retying during the shots x.x hw stupid lol.

yep, nth much to talk bout alr. i still cant post the pics in my phone ytd, cos of some weird probs with my comp and hp connection. then if i try connecting them again my internet connection would be sod and disconnect. then blah blah blah i have to restart my damn comp then it's gonna be so damn troublesome bleah. i tried tt 3 times alr bt still cant connect my phone to the comp x.x rawr. paiseh. bye!

an email i received (: health tips haha!

Answer the phone by LEFT ear.
Do not drink coffee TWICE a day.
Do not take pills with COOL water.
Do not have HUGE meals after 5pm.
Reduce the amount of OILY food you consume.
Drink more WATER in the morning, less at night.
Keep your distance from hand phone CHARGERS.
Do not use headphones/earphone for LONG period of time.
Best sleeping time is from 10pm at night to 6am in the morning.
Do not lie down immediately after taking medicine before sleeping.
When battery is down to the LAST grid/bar, do not answer the phone as the radiation is 1000 times.

update!

monday and ytd were boring, dont wanna talk bout them. or rather, i think i forgot everything bout the past two days. bleah.

tdy. sch. open space, no teachers, went 308 awhile pass layching her letter and walked ard the sch with evia. arg we were so so so closeeeeeeeeeee to spying them D: lol.

thr was PE. haha and yay, a new PE teacher :D some very very funny and cute male teacher much much better than quek! haha! and we're having basketball for PE! tt's so cool omg! perhaps cos it's the first lesson, we had to do lame things like passing the ball x.x lol. bt overall i still think the lesson was nice lah, gees (:

i dont understand physics D: any physics pro out thr? i need helppppppppppppppppppppppp O: i dont understand mrs chang's lessons ):

went hawker with chunyung, zijian and gregory after sch. it was raining, and greg's super funny. dont know why, he's just so scared of the rain. he had one pe tshirt over his head, and another one over his hands to prevent them frm direct contact with the rain =.= aiyah weird pple. LOL. i had super big appetite tdy i dont know why, i ate a bowl of rice with sesame chicken and half a plate of fried oysters, then i still felt a lil hungry x.x then bought a piece of ham and cheese bread after tt. lol x.x i think i ate a lot ._.

then evia called me while mrt-ing back home, saying tt alicia, suay, hannah and her were in westmall. then decided to go find them, cos it was still early. watched them eat, and koped evia and suay's ice kachang. LOL. and evia was CRAZY, k she always is. she kept laughing and laughing and laughing for nothing. lol. then went cinema awhile to see what movies were available nw and discussing how to enter a nc16 movie. LOL. I WANT TO WATCH RULE #1 D: why is it nc16 la, stupid ):

went popular, walk walk awhile then hannah went off and the rest of us decided to go library slack. hehe and we were contributing much to the noise pollution in the library x.x and it's fun playing laptop and breaking the high scores muahahahaha :D and we took pics :D hahahahahahahahahah (x shall post it tmr or sometime later :D cos im using my phone nw x.x heh paiseh ._.

k lah i gtg alr... bye (: omg im looking forward for tmr! emo talk with manda and jacky after sch :D HAHA!

i dont understand ):

rawr i feel lyk a zombie (ZOMBIE! ;D). i chionged hw ytd frm 9pm+(started so late cos i was reading teenage magazine. then i realised it was very late im so gonna die ._.) to almost 3am. rawr. then i woke up at 10am+... still very tired. rawr, bt no choice, my parents bought breakfast for me alr. have to wake up and eat... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. thr's tuition ltr. rawr. dont feel lyk going lah =.= and thr's still laods of hw undone. wth D:

WEDNESDAY
went make IC with my dad. dad woke me up early in the morn. rawr ): he's kiasu! he said thr'll be a lot of pple need wait very long. then end up we went thr for abt 30mins only, zzz. the process was fun! lol. tt woman helping me make IC was shivering lyk mad. dont know why, she was lyk bouncing up n down. lol? taking thumb prints are FUN :D she took my thumb, roll my thumb on tt machine thing. then ltr take another thumb, roll again. LOL. then after tt still gt roll on ink one. lmao k im childish =.=

then homed, i think i slacked. forgot what i did. lol

THURSDAY
chem remedial, then A maths remedial. so sian lah, hols still have to go back to sch, what's the diff. summore u get MUCH MORE hw during the hols than normal sch days. tsk.

then met chunyung at causeway point to watch sky of love. tt movie was nice :D bt i didnt cry x.x ruiqi's gonna say tt im heartless/cold hearted again. rawr. im nt lah, it's just tt... i cant cry? lol. ive never cried over a show/story before... nt even one litre of tears x.x it's always want to cry bt cannot cry. so cant blame x.x and and and... HIRO=SHUAI (x k i shall change my blogsong to "heavenly days" ltr. it's one of the soundtracks of the movie. randomly found this song when i typed "sky of love" in imeem. and the song's DAMN DAMN DAMN high O:

FRIDAY
A maths remedial again, sian.

then went westmall with layching. i was the atm of the day. LOL. she shopped, i paid for her, bt she have to pay me back next wk xP i think i spent quite a lot. heartache lah, im spending money frm my angpaos my parents gave me for cny ): and cny's only one month ago or so. shit, i gonna control my spendings ): bt i did try to control lah, i resisted the temptation to buy ear studs and sushis lor ): bt i still spent quite a lot (i think). rawr ):

(omg layching im excited bout the *thing* we bought! wonder what's inside lol)

went cck sports hall at night for badminton with xinying and her family and her dad's friends. yay i was on form tt day, though i was damn screwed while stroking. we played the old system, and we lost 12-15 to her dad and his friend (if im nt wrong) and 16-17 to her parents lah! omg lah, darn darn close lah! the last shuttle was stupid ): i lifted to the net. then we were lyk "OMG LAH, ARGGGGGGGGGG" almost won them lah ._. and we usually gt trashed by her parents lyk mad. then it was lyk so so so so soooooooooooooooooo close to winning lah. must must win them next time x.x

SATURDAY
training. ran 18rounds ard the sch s punishment. cos the court wasnt cleared after training on thurs(though i didnt go...) and someone complained to dunno who. pity the captains, they had to run 25rounds. 18rounds can die alr, 25 rounds are lyk OMG lah. then trained netting, flicking and tapping with jane and yaying. eww, i gotta train up my strength. i wanna be like nicholas, tap damn hard one (though i know it's impossible for me to do tt x.x). lol.

had a random game of singles with xinying. lol tt match was slacky. we were both lazy to run lah. lol. bt i won in deuce muahahahahahaha. 24-22. lol damn funny one.

went sports hall do homework after tt. LOL. doing homework while other pple were having elite training x.x then gt so hungry, went lunch with ruiqi and homed first. the duck rice at the big big hawker centre isnt nice ):

TODAY
zombie me. lol. k shall go for tuition nw. BYE!

oh btw,
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY MARCUS (14 march)
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY JACK (15 march)
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY CHANGJING (15 march)

shall post the pics i took ytd (: nt many actually... lol

the civil service club haha. very blurred, it was raining if im nt wrong o.o

coach coach! hahahahahaha pro~ he's nt only our badm coach, he can teach us bowling too! lol

eh nth alr. haha. training tdy was sian. i woke up late, and was aching everywhr cos of ytd's rock climbing x.x then i hesitated for lyk one hr, thinking whether should i go for training. at first i changed into my jersey, then after tt i decided nt to go, so i changed back into my home clothes again =.= then qianling smsed me tt coach havent arrive, i changed my mind to go for training again -.-lll and i regretted it. rawr. dont wanna talk bout it anw.

had a lil of PT, and listened to coach talk. bout his experiences and stuff. i think it was meaningful lah, and i rmb he said this sentence like life will have a lot of mistakes or sth, then those mistakes will make u learn and grow to a more matured person. sth liddat. and he said thr's always two ways to look at a matter, it's just which way u wanna see it as. i shall try to look at the bright side and try my best to remain happy... try, though it's very hard ): axel's pm was right, "Sitting down and crying will get you nowhere.." i shall be strong, i shall move on (:

yep, nth else alr. bye!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYU! :D
i know im much much nicer than tt mushroom xP LOL

i realised thr're many march babies o.o lol

hehe omg tdy was great :D had this badminton workshop with the team at a civil service club in farrier park. training, rock climbing, BOWLING :D

did challenging footworks. tsk as in, challenging another grp of pple. lol. dawn mewleng and i vs weiyue, zhicheng and darren. and surprisingly, WE WON THEM in all footworks! o.o despite the fact tt thr're two guys thr o.o weeheeeeeee

then did drills with haowen and zeli. omg zeli is damn consistant. he RARELY makes mistake! and he's also damn cute, unlike haowen... (no i dont mean any offence, just tt haowen OBVIOUSLY cannot be compared to zeli. muahahahahaa! bt the main motive is still to spite AHEM lah, lalala, im nice nt to type YOUR name out xP you know who you are). yep, then did multiple shuttles net and push.

AND IT WAS LUNCH LUNCH LUNCH LUNCH LUNCH! :D

arg i was famished lyk a hungry ghost lah. k tt was exaggerating. bt i was reli reli hungry lah! all mewleng's fault, she reminded me bout food. RAWR. heh. i gt white chicken rice for lunch, and no one wanted to exchange their roasted chicken rice with me ): i dont eat white chicken, bt nvm, i was hungry. lol. yep. then stroked awhile and coached divided us into 2 grps, A and B, and my grp went for rock climbing first while another grp stayed for training (:

rock climbing was tough. it actually isnt as easy as it seemed and it requires lots of strength. bt it was fun lah. haha (x the beginning was scary, i didnt know which "rock" i was supposed to step/hold next, cos they're all so farrrrrrrrrrrr apart. then tt guy who belayed me kept guiding me. and i was lyk "huh how~ so far!" then i had to stretch lyk spiderman frm one "rock" to another. lol. climbed 3 different walls, and the last one i tried was darn hard. didnt manage to climb to the top, climbed halfway only. i was hanging thr for lyk dunno hw long and the "rock" i was holding on had alr become slippery cos of my sweat. tried two times, then gave up. bleah

then back to training. thr were 4 coaches in total, lol. zhicheng n i went under the same coach, and took turns to do some drills with the coach. gees, i lyk tt coach, he's patient and not fierce. nice nice (:

the training ended at 4, and some of us went bowling while a few of them went home. only amanda and i were the only girls playing in the beginning, then qianling, dawn and eurona joined ltr. bowling was fun lah, just tt we only played for one hr ): and it's was DAMN DAMN DAMN stupid. the whole thing just ended in the middle of a game. cant they lyk just let us finish tt game =.= first time i see pple charge bowling by hrs =.= hw stupid.

the day was fun lah, and everything was FOC. didnt have to pay a single cent, other than the snacks and drinks we bought individually. yep. haha. and i gtg nw, my dad's damn gl. i MUST off my comp nw. next time then post some of the bowling pics muahahahahah xP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIANJIE! (:

thr was tuition, and it was the first time tt i failed to hand in my homework. lmao, the teacher was praising me saying tt so far im the best, never fail to hand in homework then i told her "erm, i never hand in tdy's homework leh" LOL. tuition was boring. did the sums halfway then asked to go to the toilet, bt ended up slacking outside the tuition centre and chatting with kaijie frm next class. lol.

tsk thr're loads of wrk to do during this march hol. bt still havent start on a thing yet. slack slack slack. hopeless me x.x so sian lah, still have to go back to sch almost every day during the hol. always liddat. hol's for us to RELAX. why so many wrk to do ): sian lah teachers are evil.

gotta go my uncle's house for some family gathering later. woohooo can see cute cute cousins! :D bleah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOUYOU!

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY DARREN!
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY HUANGRONG!
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY WENKAI!
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY KASTHURI!
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY to myself! LOL
wakakakakakas my bday's so common!

a big big THANK YOU to
eric fernando, melvin, mewleng, dawn, kaiwen, xinying, evia, chunyung, ruiqi, jeff, alicia, huiyi, xinyu, dad, nicholas khoo, amanda lu, weiyue, jacky, clement, aunt, teohyi, chng huimin, tinghuan, clarkson, jingying, guanghui, yewyeong, jasper and jeraldine for the smses,
jeff, kaiwen, melvin, joel law, guowei, liana and andrew wong for the msn msgs,
xianlin, eric fernando, jeff, ashton, chng huimin, xuemiao and grace kang for wishing me in tags,
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eurona, layching, noel, kuanlian, leong huimin, xianya, shinyi, jocelyn, ho jiayi, yewyeong, grace kang, dionne, xinting, jesslyn and mingcong for the wishes,
and jeff, ho jiayi, weiyue, xinying, kaiwen and qianling for the presents (:

went had hair cut again lol. just went cut it thinner, and it cost me $10, and thr's no big diff x.x nvm shall just wait for it to grow. went vivo with family at night, had dinner in mussels guys. arg, my appetite was darn small ytd, what a pity ): if nt i'll sure eat a lot a lot. rawr. then went to the top of vivo thr, the open space. it's damn beautiful! night at vivo is like so romantic? o.o lol.

then thr's training tdy, finally thr're DRILLS :D i missed drills loads lah! did lobbing, dropping, lifting, smashing, defending and netting (ok tt's practically everything) with jinny and chunxian. haha. did a lot of push ups and burpies due to the number of mistakes we made (1 mistake, 2 push ups/burpies) then had games.

walked to central with some badm pple, saw this dead cat in the middle of the road. erm it was... gross. heard tt it's thr for days. IT'S FLATTENED! ran over by so many cars omg. didnt get to see it close up, bt just saw one white patch thr. eww?! poor cat D:

my life's effing messed up ):

im so transparent, yeah? i seriously wonder if i am a friend to you. sometimes it's really good if you can tell someone that you dont like him/her instead of acting as a friend. actually i DO care, in fact i think that you're the one who dont. i seriously dont understand what's going on and why it's like that. if ive done something wrong, im SORRY. i dont wanna ruin this friendship you see. i hate the feeling of being not cared of, hate it A LOT. sorry once again, i suck at expressing my feelings.

forth night of crying
im tired of putting on an act of being happy...

ok i gt this frm my email o.o MAS SELAMAT! im darn interested in his news i dont know why x.x he's just... scary. rawr

anyway, continue updating.

SATURDAY
tsk. training was a waste of time. did footworks, then went for conference in this special room with benny and all other sec3 shuttlers. talked bout our studies, cca, and aims. free burger and drink! :D (tt's lyk the best part of the conference? x:) arg it was such a long conference tt it ended after the training ended. the sec2 and 1s all left the hall alr. then we had to take the key, open the hall's doors and set up everything again. self training, if nt training would be reli wasted. im seriously afraid tt the sec2s would catch up with me and i would nt have a chance to play next yr. it's just so unfair, the number of trainings for sec3s r gonna decrease lyk mad, and the amount of trainings the sec2s are gonna have would be MUCH MUCH more than the sec3s. tsk.

took some pics (:

HAHAHAHA who ask them to seat opposite me x:

wheehee benny giving out drinks~

heh ._.

the boys! i had nth btr to do x.x

haha weiyue candid! x:

SUNDAY
tsk. dont talk bout it alr. think of it want cry alr ): lyk wth, pple all laughing at my hair lah. brrrrrrrr. nw im lyk avoiding s many pple s possible? wth D: i beg my hair to grow long again... FAST T.T

MONDAY
gt back my eng and chinese papers. i failed my eng T.T 14/30. passed my chinese, 40/70. nt very gd though, sigh. i screwed my whole common test. such a failure.

evia n i accompanied ruiqi to redhill to see doc after sch for her leg injury. tsk tsk, ruiqi's full of injuries lah. everywhr injured. forever injured one. back pain hand pain leg pain stomach pain everywhr pain. aiyoh old liao lor. tsk tsk pathetic.

pics! (:

EVIA! lol, in the taxi. we cabbed thr n cabbed back to sch. so ex $.$

haha ruiqi on the bed! wth she look s if she's paralyzed -.-

aiyoh ruiqi ah ruiqi, forever so camara SHY O:

LOL!

haha the doc's helping ruiqi bandage her ankle. i even took a video of everything! in my phone, dont wanna post. heh

then went back to sch, nth much oso. the others did footworks and swingings... hw boring. played a game of doubles, screwed it up. and did 50 pushups, situps, berpies and kangaroo jumps before going home. wth and i almost died doing them x.x

nth to update bout tdy. lol

a small mistake, a big regret. i hate myself, hate myself for making such a stupid mistake. "life's greatest enemy is oneself" perhaps that's true. if only i could go back in time, i would not have chosen to make such a decision... stupid, stupid me.

why am i so sensitive?

long time no update! need post very very very very very long alr x.x hehe a funny email (:

woman as explained by engineers

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WEDNESDAY
it was slack. mdm noridah didnt come for eng, so we had one and a half hrs of free periods! took a lot a lot of pics :D

tell u story! (x

dingyi proposed to ruiqi...

then they gt "married"

then they kissed...

and they listened to dont know who talking... (omg what's mary dong doing behind...)

and they kissed again. tsk tsk. so hiong.

THE END. lol lousy story x.x

then xianlin, dingyi, angelina, lingyuan and i took pics (:

BLEAH :P

another story!

angelina n ruiqi were having a kungfu battle.

ruiqi was abt to punch angelina! angelina was stunned... (tsk ruiqi u so bad, punch pple still so happy x.x)

ah n she punched her! O: (lol angelina gt punched still so happy)

peace maker (xianlin) to the rescue~

and they lived happily ever after (holding hands). LOL

tsk xianlin drew this. so bad. draw one simple pig representing me ):

random pic. angelina n xianlin.

another random pic. xianlin holding her pink form for being late lol.

tt's my lunch! spent $4.10 on these CANTEEN fooooooooooood! eat til damn shiok :D

uhhuh then waited for chunyung to finish his training for interclass soccer after ruiqi n others left. walked ard the sch, and found suay, alicia and hayati in 207 classroom. joined them awhile then went out of sch with chunyung, gregory and zijian to play pool (50cents each game only!) and lunch (second round, had desserts only). first time pooling. darn noob one x.x suck at it. rawr. bt it's fun :D then went back sch after tt and continued waiting while the boys went back train again x.x saw jiaqian, waiting for her dad to fetch her cos she forgot to bring her house key to sch. and we gt so bored tt we went camwhoring in the toilet x.x

a normal nice pic

retards.

more retards.

more more retards O:

more more more retards (super spastic)

even more retards (smiles -.-)

muahahaha you can see me!

a quite normal pic

big big eyed O.O

thr we go, being retarded again...

and again! ._.
jiaqian! the dai4 yan2 ren2 of dettol! lmao

then we began sweating cos it's too hot in the toilet. gt out of the toilet, saw hardcore gamers -.-

boys boys... tsk tsk. all crowding ard a psp =.=

we sat down, chatted awhile, and began walking ard the sch til jiaqian's dad arrived. then went kajiaoing xuewei and jam til chunyung finally finished his training x.x lol

THURSDAY
stayed back after sch to train for volley-handball interclass with some classmates. volley-handball was fun! bt i still cant shoot x.x played in the netball court at first, and went listening to weinan teaching "techniques" to play when the netballers needed to use the court. ok weinan's cheem. ruiqi cant understand what language he's talking bout. lol. then went to the empty space behind the classroom blocks to continue training. dont know what happened, the ball flew out of the fence x.x axel was joke. he climbed the fence out of the sch, threw the ball back in, and could nt climb back into the sch. lmao. in the end he threw his shoes over and finally succeeded climbing the fences x.x joke joke joke. rofl.

went kajiao-ing kiathoon and sandy after training. they're funny and interesting pple muahahaha! kiathoon introduced me this packet of onion rings and im in love with it nw! omg lah, i didnt know thr's such nice snack sold in the sch's canteen! x.x next time must buy :D ahhhhhhhhhhh *crazes over the onion rings* LOL.

then sandy n i played basketball with alicia, hayati and another girl. kiathoon didnt want to join in... alicia and i vsed sandy, hayati and the other girl. BUDDY~ :D my buddy's darn pro i tell u, she plays lyk omg! lol. then sandy left, joel, jianhui and jieming joined. girls vs boys. WE OWNED THE GUYS! :D cos we dont play winner's ball, neither do we play loser's ball... we play GIRL'S BALL :D so no matter who scored, we still start the ball (: hehe. the boys didnt want to defend us, so we bullied them. trashed them muahahahaha! 3 sec4 guys lost to 3 sec2 girls and 1 sec3 girl O: LOL

FRIDAY
uh the annual road run! so disappointing lah, my stamina and speed both deteriorated ): last yr gt 16, this yr gt 29. no medal ): sian. the sec3 girls' fastest runner's time was the slowest among all the 4 lvls ._. lol. lost to sec1 and 2 x.x so paiseh. tt sec4 girls' fastest runner was fast x.x 17.43mins to run 3.5km... wow? buddy also very fast :D she owned the sec2 girls okay? :D 18.33mins :D so pro lah she! nt lyk me... slow poke ):

then interclass games. 303's darn enthu i tell u, so proud of my class! :D they cheered so loud~ and we won 311, tied with 309 and lost to 306. then the rest to be continued someday after sch next wk, due to lack of time. so 306's the first in the grp, and we have to fight to be the 2nd in our grp and beat the 2nd team of the 2 other grps to get into the semifinals. JIAYOU MINISTRY OF MADNESS :D

hehe i nw think tt our class tee rocks. orange! though dont reli lyk the colour, bt it's striking (: makes it easy to spot my classmates. hehe.

evia, chunyung and i shared a cab to go vivo after the event. so many pple were waiting for cabs lah. lucky i clever, crossed the road to go further in front, to "snatch" cab frm pple behind x: LOL. then we (3 of us, PLUS the taxi driver) waved bye bye to the other nanhuarians waiting for cabs. LMAO. so funny lah.

so many pple in vivo tt day. evia joined xianlin, angelina, dingyi and yilin watched leap years while chunyung n i watched L change the world. L! L! L! L! L! HE'S SO SO SO SO CUTE! he died ): the movie's darn nice. MUST WATCH! 128mins, so long, and the movie's so nice, so the movie's worth it! lol. MUST WATCH OKAY? YOU WONT REGRET (:

ive been blogging for 1hr alr. it's late nw, time to slp. (oh ive been slping A LOT for the past few days. 12hrs the day before ytd, and 11hrs ytd. slping rocks lah xD) shall update bout ytd n tdy some other day.

ps: i had a hair cut, AGAIN. nw it's SHORT. short til cannot tie. and the thing is it isnt layered o.o lol. i oso dont know what hair is it called, just made me look lyk some lil kiddo =.= nvm, just trying out new hairstyles. and yay, i can slp longer nw cos i dont have to tie plaits to sch every morn alr! :D