i screwed my EOY oral. darn.

i guess i was overly nervous. the 10 mins of preparation was wasted. i tried pronouncing harder words during preparation, bt i stuttered quite a lot during the exam. i forgot what tt ive practiced for pic discussion during the preparation, i missed out some points during the exam. the conversation part wasnt any btr. my mind blanked out during the convo, i dont know what to say. i think i didnt talk much. darn, im doomed. so doomed ):

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. it's over anyway. cant do ath bout it. just hope tt i'll do well in my compo tmr and my paper2, which is quite hard =.= hope miracle happens =.= blah blah blah.

11 more days. die.