friendly with huayi tdy.

partnered xianlin. lost, 9-21, 18-21. could have won them, they werent very very strong. totally screwed the first set, dont know what im playing. my legs just felt so lazy, they dont wanna move ): the second set was btr, it was so so so close to a rubber set ): repeated some of the mistakes which i made in the first set. i realise i kept lifting for the opponent. damn. bt it was much btr than the first set lah (: the first one was shiatxsxz!

tt's all, only one game for the whole friendly.

lunched at jurong point pizza hut, was in kinda bad mood cos of some matters (though i dont reli know what, i just had mood swing). i think a lot recently, my moodswings are reli extreme. i reli hope i'll stop the moodswings soon. they reli suck. i hope i wont think tt much ):

walked ard lot1 with qianling and meiru aft jurong point. camped in popular for a reallllllllllllllllllll long time. loved the bks, bt they're just so expensive ): so just stayed thr and read. havent finish reading tt bk. shall borrow it frm the library or maybe just go popular every day and read free bks. omg, i sound so cheap x.x

dinnered with qianling and my parents! OMG, LOOK AT QIANLING, SHE'S USUALLY SO FIERCE AND STUFF, BUT IN FRONT OF MY PARENTS, SHE WAS SO SCARED THAT SHE ACTUALLY BEHAVED LIKE A MOUSE! (she didnt even dare to sit with them initially, until my dad say "why so scared? i wont eat u lah!") HAHAHAHAHAHAHA X: k, i think she's gonna kill me for this x.x

im in this confused state of mind now. i need someone to listen, but it's just hard to describe my current thoughts and feelings. i hate this, i hate the fact that im bad at putting things into words. i cant express myself, so how would people understand me? i hate the fact that i have to bottle things up. i hate thinking so much. i hate being sad. i hate...