im so gonna flunk my oral! i mean... wont fail, bt a bad pass perhaps. hell. so darn nervous. arg D: so screwed! D:

especially in tt room! it's lyk being in a jail cell ok? cannot go out. then xianlin isabel xixi huangrong muiteng jiaqian joanne wanying n i were lyk so nervous, then the pple in the room gt lesser n lesser, n the pple left in the room gt tenser n tenser, more n more pressurised, looking at the faces of pple who finished the test, so relieved, and us, still tensed lyk i dont know what. ARG! tt feeling isnt gd. lyk so shit! n im index number NINE. last person was index number TWELVE. so im one of the last, one of those who need 2 wait the longest, n get the most pressure. arg!

then when i finally gt 2 see the paper for the first ten mins n prepare for the test, i kinda gt more confidence. kinda relieved, lol. finally gt 2 see the passage and pic. the passage was kinda ez, the pic was more tough. took quite a long time thinking of what i said, bt it all kinda went 2 a waste. RAWR.

ten mins' up. test time! the reading aloud was ok. then when it comes to picture discussion, i was kinda in a loss of wrds. my mind kinda went blank. n i think i stammered A LITTLE. then i blushed lah! gosh. whole person went warm! it was even worse when it came 2 picture conversation! i gt so darn nervous til i SWEATED! gosh gosh gosh x: he must be thinking im mad! D: n i gt so nervous tt i gt lost 4 wrds n onli gave ONE or TWO sentences to his qsns! sure deduct a lot of points lah. n he prompted me FIVE times! im dead! he even asked me if i gt ath 2 add on. then i kinda avoided eye contact with him! HE'S VERY SCARY LAH D:

doomed.

found layching in the canteen after sch. with some 2/2 gals. with some seniors. then went big bookshop with her. then nth much. LOL. im going to watch her extract teeth on the twentysix of september, wednesday :D hehe. random. im evil. c her suffer. budden seriously extracting teeth is a thrilling experience xD lalala

ok. nth else 2 say, i think i talked a lot bout the oral. i think i kinda typed a broken compo (compo with broken eng :P) abt the oral. hehe.