56 DAYS TO O LEVELS,
2 DAYS TO PRELIMS!

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY, in advance!

went for class breakfast at subway with all class guys except axel and yangyee, plus xuemiao, jocelyn, angelina, lingyuan, liling, peiying. it was fun, though we were all initially very worried cos laura khoo was calling us one by one, despite the fact tt we gave mr kieu our reasons (excuses) for being absent. bt in the end laura khoo still havent contacted my parents yet, so my excuse for saying i had a sore eye worked! ;)

kk, it's the first time im playing truancy, bt nt like im missing any important lessons. back to the class breakfast, i think it was darn cool, 17 of us dominating subway! :D then walking as one big grp to sch, the security guard didnt say a thing, just signaled us to enter. LOL!

xuemiao, jocelyn, angelina, lingyuan, peiying and i played truth or dare while waiting for the rest of the class to return frm the hall (yar, only 11 of them went to sch, the other 14 skipped sch. LOL!)

we dared angelina approach wenkai, asked what he's reading in the newspaper and if he saw her face inside. then wenkai was like "no? no? no?"

we dared xuemiao to ask boonchang to stand up, then look at the ceiling, asking "boonchang, hw tall are you exactly?!" LOL.

we also dared jocelyn stare into the rubbish bin, asked if thr's anyone inside and asked huimin why thr wasnt anyone inside.

:D chem was slack, and we didnt have pe.

the concert was abt the same as the previous yrs, no much diff. seniors came back! :D tt sense of familiarity! i missed them, those tt i know. so glad to see them again (:

we had class pizza aft sch, asked mr kieu to join us. sang the "happy teacher's day" song, then walked rounds and rounds to wish mr kieu happy teacher's day. LOL. im liking my class more! i hope tt we'll be able to bond more, treasure our last 2 months tgt (:

studied with ruiqi, xuewei and xianlin, wasnt reli productive, cos i was extremely distracted ):

well, what else have i got to say? thanks for your cold shoulder. it isnt wrong liking someone, but i hate it, i hate the fact that it's such a pain liking you. it's such a pity, we were once so close.

60 DAYS TO O LEVELS,
5 DAYS TO PRELIMS!
i need to be more organised in what im studying, come up with a study plan or sth. BUT IM JUST TOO LAZY! ): someone once said tt he'll do me one, bt i guess it's impossible nw O: fine. be independent. i'll do when i have the time, when i feel like it x:

17 ppl frm class ponned sch tdy O: (according to yangyee) wow! lol. both mary dong and yi fei didnt come! ): then i shifted and sat with sylvia :D and just to keep those PONNERS updated if they happen to read my blog, we had an assembly on aces day and briefing on prelims, went through 2008 chem ppr2, watched chi4 bi4 and tt's all i guess. tdy's darn slack. gd choice of nt coming to sch. LOL!

i dont feel like going to sch on monday, teacher's day celebration's a waste of time, bt i dont know if my dad would allow me to skip it ):

i think im having a pimple outbreak, or maybe soon. cos too much stress? k nt very true, cos im nt very stressed. cos too much studying? is thr such a logic? LOL! anyway, hope tt my face gets btr! hahahaha.

need to go off for tuition in 10mins time, i btr get prepared. so yeah, BYE! :D

ps: and oh yes, i KNOW it's paralYsed! bt i dont know why i typed it as paralised in the prev post! omg. so paiseh! im too lazy to amend my mistakes, so shall just leave it thr! HAHAHAHAHA

i should stop thinking too much ):

64 DAYS TO O LEVELS!
10 DAYS TO PRELIMS!

JIAQIAN! i dont think u'll see this, bt i like this pic :D

my phone's paralised. all the buttons except for the number keys are paralised =.= thank goodness i borrowed a spare phone on time :D back to bio tys!

ps: i dislike doing bio =.= doing 1 ppr is it eternity, cos i have to refer to the txtbk for almost every qn. wth!

HEY! we arent really very close, but i feel the need to change you back to what you were, cos you were really, really a great friend. i'll be glad if you give me a chance to listen to your long long story...

65 DAYS TO O LEVELS!
11 DAYS TO PRELIMS!

cool! i just realised ytd tt prelims starts on a wed, nt mon! hahaha!

nth special in the wk, just o lvls eng oral. the reading part was relatively okay, the pic wasnt very bad, bt im afraid tt i didnt ans the examiner's qns properly for the convo. i think i only answered 1 out of 4 qns, n the rest are crap bt nt reli answering it. damn ._.

table tennis was fun! i realised tt 13yr old china guy is cute! HAHA! xuemiao thinks so too O: bt i dont know his name O: went study aft table tennis with xuemiao n huixin. at first in gombak macs, bt went to huixin's house cos the place was too cold n noisy. she has a dog, very fury and cute (: it's fascinated by shuttle corks! cool right :D bt i think it's gt flu or sth, kept sneezing ): bt huixin said her dad wont bring it to the vet. poor dog ):

ive gt nice lyrics to post again! haha!

当你离开的时候 - 蔡健雅
我只能低着头发呆
让回忆渗透脑袋渐渐变空白
我把它当做个意外
但内心还想不开
因为我明白其实你都还在
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候
我可以当作已释怀
他对我也算关怀他看不出来
我知道这样不应该
在他身上找依赖
算不算是种出卖因为你一直在
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
越是没用力越是心痛
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候

my phone's spoilt again! it began with being unable to press the end call and dlt button. nw i cant press all the buttons on top of the slider. i can only press them when i slide the slider down, which makes it difficult for me to type msgs as i have to keep sliding it my phone up n down to change/dlt my words.

i feel slack. ruiqi finished her bio tys! and im still at the 2007 and 2008 pprs ): damn ):

ps: my sitting arrangement totally rocks! :D WAXTTM! and im unable to post pics again! wth! bloggers said tt my images have been uploaded bt no image appeared.

Who doesn't long for someone to hold.
Who knows how to love you without being told.
-soulmate

71 DAYS TO O LEVELS!
15 DAYS TO PRELIMS!

and i slacked the whole of ytd ):

table tennis, bank (yay, i created my own acc, and have my own atm card, FINALLY! lol), tuition, movie (gi joe was nt bad!), nap, watch tv (bof in chinese ): my mio tv was spoilt, cannot watch the korean version!), two qns of a maths tuition work, sleep =.=lll

and i only gt 24 for my cca points, which is a2, and i only need another point to get my a1 T.T a2 dont look gd, though it still allows me to minus 2 pts frm my l1r5 ):

i came so close to seeing you ytd, bt i didnt ): you seemed to be still stuck in my dreams recently. this is freaky ): 5 months alr, i still havent get stronger.

74 DAYS TO O LEVELS!
18 DAYS TO PRELIMS!

PRELIM'S BEING PUSHED BACK BY A WEEK! :D

gahhh my life's boring, nth much to talk bout. study, study, study. im gonna become a real nerd soon! it's been tiring these days, staying back in sch til 8.30pm n reaching home at about 9.30pm. im home early tdy cos i thought thr was eng tuition, bt due to some miscommunication i'll either have it tonight or on monday. anything, as long as it's before eng oral. im scared ): im scared tt i'll stammer too much in reading, im scared tt i wont know what's the picture about, im scared tt i'll get stuck halfway through the conversation. DAMN IT! ):

i shall relax myself by blogging and playing a few online games. awhile! and study for tmr's ss timed practice.

oh yar i finally received the $100 cheque i won in some game i played in singapore poly in the hols. i shall spend it on a new pair of specs! :D

off to games! bye!

edited at 5.06pm:
my mood's really like some roller coaster ride. i still cant effing accept the reality. the memories are just too torturing to recall, but too impossible to not think. eff. im always telling myself "it's the last time im gonna cry for you, everything will be fine after that" yet again and again, i failed to keep up to my own promise. sucks. this sucks ):

im slacking again =.= the following quiz is rather true, pasted from facebook. try it!

do the quiz from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx and here's my results (:

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

ok i really must go alr! i just had dinner, and im back to the comp again ): kk bye!

77 DAYS TO O LEVELS!
14 DAYS TO PRELIMS!

im feeling really happy right nw, cos i just completed last yr o lvls a maths ppr2 and im having a 40mins break nw :D tdy feels like a sunday! i love national day, cos it gives me holiday and many many nice shows ytd! LOL! the ndp ytd night was really great, i like the 6-storeys high block thing! i think it's damn cool! if i were up thr i think my legs would shiver and i wont move or even stand lah!


ive gt a new study table, which was originally my computer table. haha! the comp's useless, die alr. my dad said tt he'll get me a laptop if i get 12 or below for my prelims O:

ive been thinking quite a lot these days, i dont know why. i start to wonder, if one day, i tell you that i missed you, will you tell me that you missed me too, or will you feel uncomfortable, or even irritated? and if one day i die, will you feel sad? will you cry like you once said? or will you even care? i hate it when you affect me, but i couldnt prevent myself from letting you hurt me. all the memories...

touching lyrics:

Carrie Underwood : I Told You So Lyrics

Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.

If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?
Or would you simply laugh at me and say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?

Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely
And you waited for the day that I returned.
And we'd live in love forever and that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned?

Would you say:

"I told you so, oh I told you so
I told you some day you come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so, but you have to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

"Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again".

posted this for no particular purpose, just cos the lyric's meaningful. k ive exceeded my time limit. BYE!

80 DAYS TO O LEVELS!
17 DAYS TO PRELIMS!


YAY BLOGGER'S BACK TO NORMAL! :D

and yay im finally online! due to night studies n the nearing of the major examinations, i think i wont come online as often alr ):

update for the past wk!

SATURDAY, 1ST AUGUST 2009
badminton handover! evia, jiayi and i were an hour late, everyone was waiting for us ._. mr ng and mr kieu gave us speeches, and appointed new cap and vice cap. congrats chunxian and suay for being the captain and vice captains, and xinying nicholas for being b div rep (: the juniors gave the guys trophies, and the girls cards. thanks juniors! thanks a lot! :D they were very touching, bt i promised myself nt to cry and i kept to my promise (: HAHA!

it was a camwhore day, took pics with many of the badm guys which ive never taken pics with! pics are posted below (:

SUNDAY, 2ND AUGUST 2009
cousin's wedding! fullerton hotel, damn posh! my bro told me tt it's a 6-stars hotel, like WHOA! he and his wife are very rich, the hotel their wedding was hosted in alr suggested hw rich they were, n they went to various countries like london, italy and moscow tgt before! the hotel was beautiful, and the food was delicious like omg! i seriously dont know hw should i describe the hotel, it was indeed worth 6 stars lah!

MONDAY, 3RD AUGUST 2009 - WEDNESDAY, 5TH AUGUST 2009
night study aft sch, til 8.30pm. it's alr 9pm+ when i reached home, and 10pm+ aft bathing. practically had no time to use the comp, so im reli glad to have a national day break (:

THURSDAY, 6TH AUGUST 2009
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CLARA!
it was an english day. 2 and a half hrs of english workshop on comprehension aft sch, then eng tuition frm 8-10pm+. exhausting.

TODAY
national day celebration (: first time celebrating it under the sun, in the parade square cos the hall's being occupied i think. interclass netball for sec4s, 403 came in second! :D yeah we rock! :D

and for my common test results:
a maths: 31/35, A1 :D
e maths: absent, did not take ):
biology: 24/45, C6. last in class ): and science pprs are all mcq! tt's very low.
chemistry: 30/40, A1. it's last yr's o lvl ppr 1. lol
physics: 28/40, A2. below class average ):
elective history: 15/25, B4 ):
social studies: 13/25, C6 ):
english: 15/30, C6 ):
higher chinese: 55/110, C6 ):

as you can see, my humans and languages suck! ): combined humans and any of the languages alr earned me 11 pts for my l1r5! crap ): quite disappointed actually.

but anyway...

since blogger's back to normal...

I. SHALL. SPAM. PICTURES! :D

taken quite long ago! bt i like the pics (: jocelyn's expressions were damn comical lol

HAHA! thanks juniors for the card! the gigantic card's frm the sec3s, the "xiang" card's frm qianling, the yellow and white card's frm hanna, jane and yaying and the small red card's frm meiru (: i love my juniors :D

reflections in the water cooler. LOL!

hi tianjie im so sry u had to bend so much! HAHAHAHAHA

and he didnt have to bend as much when he's taking with xinying ):

shaun! :D

darren, tianjie, shaun. lol funny ppl.

qianlinggggggggggggggggg! (:

OMG XAVIER IS FRIGGING CUTE OKAY~

haowen!

more haowen!

and even more haowen!

xinying are you jealous? :D

sikai!

chunxian, sikai! (:

there were only 4 girls (ruiqi, xinying, qianling) with one whole bunch of guys for lunch! ):

chunxian! (: xinying: haha! everyone take pic with u also must bend down. !@#$%! lol

k never bend alr (:

see hw much shaun has transformed! O:

yar my hdb's transforming too (:

cousin guanghui and i during my other cousin's wedding dinner :D

cousins joshua and joel :D

us again! :D

anglina why are you so bored in class take my camara anyhow snap!

see my artwork! LOL!

dinner for night study :D

i like this pic, bt dong's face is so blur!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOCELYN! (4th august 2009) 5 yrs of friends (:

random, in pizza hut!

POOF IM FINALLY DONE! :D