74 DAYS TO O LEVELS!
18 DAYS TO PRELIMS!

PRELIM'S BEING PUSHED BACK BY A WEEK! :D

gahhh my life's boring, nth much to talk bout. study, study, study. im gonna become a real nerd soon! it's been tiring these days, staying back in sch til 8.30pm n reaching home at about 9.30pm. im home early tdy cos i thought thr was eng tuition, bt due to some miscommunication i'll either have it tonight or on monday. anything, as long as it's before eng oral. im scared ): im scared tt i'll stammer too much in reading, im scared tt i wont know what's the picture about, im scared tt i'll get stuck halfway through the conversation. DAMN IT! ):

i shall relax myself by blogging and playing a few online games. awhile! and study for tmr's ss timed practice.

oh yar i finally received the $100 cheque i won in some game i played in singapore poly in the hols. i shall spend it on a new pair of specs! :D

off to games! bye!

edited at 5.06pm:
my mood's really like some roller coaster ride. i still cant effing accept the reality. the memories are just too torturing to recall, but too impossible to not think. eff. im always telling myself "it's the last time im gonna cry for you, everything will be fine after that" yet again and again, i failed to keep up to my own promise. sucks. this sucks ):