I've got a watch cat!

Haha it's pretty funny how my block cat just lies outside my room like tt, it wouldnt move away even if I go near it, nor would it run into my room when I open the door. Fascinating little thing. Haha! Dont u think it looks like Hitler with his lil mustache over there!

First week of Sem 2 has started. Hmm. It's been pretty slack cos some lessons are only starting next wk. Time table's good, my earliest lessons start at 11.30am and I've got no lessons on Fridays~ Hoho gonna have ample slp this sem I guess!

Headed out with Mewleng and Dawn earlier on tdy. Spent a bomb, but enjoyed myself with these girls! (:

Lunched with Mewleng at Astons while waiting for snail Dawn to meet us aft her sch stuff. Spent 3hrs in St. Games with Guitar Heroes and Just Dance 4. I think I'm getting btr at Guitar Heroes. *Wink wink* And I realised dancing was actually fun. Hahaha. Just Dance provides gd work outs (Y)

Wandered around aimlessly to stall time, then took the train down to Buona Vista to accompany Dawn who's supposed to meet her mom thr.

Second great meal of the day! Fascinated with the squarish bread in espresSOUP at Star Vista, Mewleng and I decided to enter the restaurant for dinner. The portions werent great, just right to fill our stomachs, and the quality of the food was gd. Good food makes me soooooooo happy! (:

Tt pretty much concluded the day. Life is gd. Haha gd bye~

Yesterday was a horrible day. 8 Jan. Super bad day.

Woke up early in the morning to fail my driving test for the fourth time. Wth. We usually have only one traffic police (TP) accompanying us, bt I had two ytd. One sitting beside me, one sitting behind me. And the one who sat behind me was the one who penalised me damn badly on my previous try. I thought I did quite well until I realised tt I gt penalised for super strict details again. It. Was. Horrible. So horrible to try and try and not succeed again and again. It's just devastating. Plus it isnt even cheap learning to drive. Feel so useless and helpless at the same time for spending my dad's money. Sigh.

And I came back to hall for Interhall Badminton Competition. It was a depressing thing to see the team lose, I never thought tt we'd fare tt badly as compared to other halls. Perhaps it's just me being locked up in my own pitiful world. Whats worse was tt I lost my mixed doubles game to opponents tt we could have won. We won the first set and lost the other two. It was my fault. I couldnt move. I was rooted to the ground. Fuck. And I know I could have done btr. Much btr. They werent even tt gd. Bt I dragged my partner down. Burden.

Cant believe tt IHG for my hall badm has ended so quickly. We cant even get into the quarter finals. I was just starting to enjoy the times I spent with the team, and I cant accept tt it all ended just like tt. I dont even know if we'd get to hang out tgt anymore, cos by right thr wouldnt be any more trainings til the new academic year, where most of them may nt stay in this hall anymore. And even when we stay in the same hall we dont often see one another cos they're quite inactive in hall activities. I just hate the feeling of a closure, of splitting up. Idw ): Someone suggested playing badm wkly, bt it's quite tough since we all have diff schedules when sch reopens. It's just nt gonna be the same anymore ):

Arg cant stand it why's it such a depressing day...

Confession: I am superficial.

I hate to admit this, but I think it's true, unfortunately ):

I'm so glad I'm still single. I used to feel a little sour at times for not having a partner to accompany me, a tinge of emptiness, a bit of loneliness. Now I feel that staying single is a blessing in disguise. I'm really thankful I didn't jump into any relationships for the sake of it.

It's just scary, so scary that 3 of my friends broke off with their boyfriends within a week. What a way to start a new year. Coincidentally, and very unfortunately, the reasons for the break ups are all the same: They got cheated on. What on earth?! What's wrong with guys these days. Where are their consciousness and morality. Okay I'm not targeting all guys, just those annoying bastards that bring down my impression of guys, in general. Is it some latest trend or something for guys to cheat? Don't they feel any pinch of guilt in them? How did they even survive til this age why haven't they got banged down by a car or stricken by lightning. They all should just vanish from the world and make this place a better place to live in, seriously. What goes around comes around, I'm sure you guys will earn yourselves some karma.

I must really open my eyes wide before I fall for anyone. I don't wanna end up broke hearted over a piece of junk. For now, single is good. Hahaha.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:

Ahh, I'm 5 days behind time. Ops. Didnt quite get a chance to use the comp, have been really busy with competitions and stuff these days. Havent quite gt to pen down my new year resolutions either, finally get some time for myself and reflect a bit.

2012 had been a pretty good year, I'd say. It's quite an eye opener, I was exposed to the working world and uni life in the same year.

I've realised that local bosses can be really mean to their foreign workers, and I still cant comprehend how such unethical ppl actually excel in their businesses.

I gave up on something I really treasured but could not work out.

I screwed my A Levels up but managed to get into a decent course.

I've learnt not to work under old female bosses. They're just biased towards guys. And the way they flirt with them is obscene.

I've acquired the skill of splurging. Spent like a boss. So much tt I cant quite survive on my current allowances.

I've grown fatter. Lol.

I've been through 4 orientation camps, exhausting max.

I enjoyed hall life, I love the freedom, I up-ed my leadership skills by joining JCRC.

I've seen how scarily fast BGRs can develop and how complicated people can get.

I've become more independent.

In short I'm satisfied with how life is now, although what I listed above may sound quite bad.

This year, I aim to manage my time properly. Spend more time studying, yet have time for my family, friends and fun. I need to pull up my GPA.