It's Chinese New Year Eve... And it feels kinda different.

My bro's nt gonna celebrate CNY with us cos he's working in Japan. Such a gd excuse. I wish I could skip it too. Nw I'm left alone for visiting with my parents. Visiting hasnt really been fun for the past years. Nw it's gonna suck even more tt my bro's nt ard ):

Reunion dinner's frigging empty. We usually have it tgt with my uncle's family. This yr they decided to have their own reunion dinner in a restaurant, leaving my ahma, my parents and I for our own dinner. It doesnt quite make any sense, where's the "reunion", it's just going through the motion.

I somehow gt sucked into the adults politics. My mom just asked me nt to play mahjong in my uncle's house tmr, cos we have to return home earlier to bathe at home instead of my uncle's house (which we always do) before headed to my maternal side for visiting.

Oh dear I really dislike all these. In the first place I already dont quite like this supposedly festive occasion. It just seems even more boring this yr. Going through the same cycle tt's getting less meaningful and more of a hassle.