OH MY TIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

im having super mood swings tdy. like a roller coaster! oh no no, it's worse than a roller coaster! my mood can be high up to the sky at one moment, and low to the ground at another moment. omg, i think im very scary x.x i tell u, i miss blogging. A LOT. hahahahaha. i shall now announce proudly that...

O LEVELS CHINESE IS OVER!
*screams and jump ard like some retarded monkey*

omg, tt sounds so lame, bt omg, like finally? i think ive been studying quite a lot (bt also quite lil compared to many ppl) for it. sylvia and i met feini and xinyun in jurong east library ytd, they said we're crazy to study so much for chinese ): bt well, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, it's like freedom nw, REAL freedom! omg!

SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :D

omg, i reli need to go sentosa to calm myself down. thr have been so many things happening in the past few days, im gonna explode alr ): take me to sentosa to enjoy the breeze, feel the soft, fine sand and listen to the waves... anyone? (:

had friendly match with bukit batok sec tdy. i screwed the match very badly, damn it ): had a very extreme mood swing tdy during the friendly ): frm very very high, to normal, to very very low, then back to normal again. darn shit.

o lvls chinese is over, which means tt ive gt more time to think bout things, when i have the time to think, i'll start to anyhow think, then make myself sad. doesnt it sound so stupid? darn, i dont want to be sad anymore. being sad isnt gd, it isnt fun. i reli want to find my happy self back, bt it's kinda hard to find ): why, why must someone change me so much, and why am i letting all these happen? why must i think, why must i make myself so sad when that someone doesnt care at all? why? i dont know why. i just cant stop thinking, i cant stop... i really wish i can get a brain wash, wash the whole issue away and have a clean mind so that i'll be back to my usual happy-go-lucky self. bt that cant happen, it's impossible, isnt it? why is it so easy to say, but so hard to do? why cant things be simple? why must life be so complicated? why, why, why?! damn!

haha sry for the previous paragraph. i just want to let things out a bit so tt i'll feel btr (i hope). yar. anw, i really wanna say a big big
THANK YOU
to my frens, especially those who comforted me and stuff. love u all, a lot a lot (:

yeah, i gtg alr. haha. bye! (: