sry for nt updating for so many days! was kinda busy ._.

THURDAY, 11/6/2009
SP experience again! haha. went for the business grp, finance in particular.

we had briefing on the amazing financial race when we reached thr, followed by morning tea, then the start of the amazing financial race.

sylvia n i were the only 2 (pathetic) nanhuarians in the auditorium, so we had to socialise to form grps of 6-8 with ppl frm another sch. joined a grp of 6 frm bedok view sec. they were alright lah (: quite friendly! the race was fun! we ran ard a certain part of sp to diff pits and complete diff kinda financial tasks. the most memorable task was to play sth like monopoly, the winner team gt to proceed on to the next pit while the loser have to play again with another team til they win. we lost the first game, bt for dunno what reasons the game masters let us go anw (: emerged as the 15th team out of a total of 25 teams. nt very gd actually, bt the most impt thing is tt we had fun and made new frens (only gt 2 of their contacts anw, bt nvm).

lunch aft tt, the lunch wasnt s nice s the one on wed, bt alright lah, nt bad also (:

next we had briefing on the game "your money! your life!" it's a pair work game, abt buying and selling stocks and business/properties. very fun! :D thr were 3 types of jobs. accountant, banker and some financial person. sylvia n i was the overall winner for the bankers section. WOW. haha yes! the game master told us tt we'll sure win sth cos we earned a lot, bt we didnt believe cos we missed out quite a lot of gd opportunities in the game. we were kinda shocked when they announced us s winners. lol. we won $100 each, bt they havent send us the cheques ._. we only gt a letter to tell us tt we'll be receiving $100 cheques, bt i wonder hw r they gonna send it to us cos i dont think they've gt our addresses O:

in conclusion, SP experience was fun! :D

FRIDAY, 12/6/2009
study! at cck library with xuewei. james and boonchang happened to study thr too, so we sat tgt. haha.

went to the indoor stadium at night with xinying and chilanan to watch AVIVA OPEN 2009 quater finals! *SCREAMS!* I TOOK PIC WITH BOONSAK PONSANA HE'S SO SO SO SO SO HOT bt so nt photogenic bt still cute! I TALKED TO HIM AND GT HIS AUTOGRAPH TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! he was eating his banana and talking to his family. then many ppl (especially girls like me) came to him to take pics n stuff. lol, he had a long time finishing up his banana ._.

me: hello, can i have your autograph? *shy*
boonsak: *passes his banana to his sister* yes
*i passed him xinying's foolscap n pen* (OMG XINYING HE TOUCHED YOUR FOOLSCAP AND PEN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)
*he signed, paused awhile cos the pen's kinda no ink, then continued signing*
(HIS SIGNATURE WAS DAMN DAMN DAMN CUTE, LIKE @--@ LOL)
me: can u sign another one?
boonsak: here? (points to the bottom of the foolscap)
me: yar, eh no no no. next page
boonsak: *flips the page* here?
me: yar *smiles*
(AND HE DREW ANOTHER @--@ AND PASSED THE PAD BACK TO ME)
me: thank you! can i take a picture with u?
boonsak: yes
*i sat beside him, like omg, tt was paradise~*
*chilanan helped us take pics*
*after the pic*
me: thank you! *smiles again. and i went off, crazing to chilanan! omging all the way! OMG OMG OMG LOL!*
boonsak's reli hot lah~

wang lin vs saina nehwal

LEE YONG DAE! SO CUTE! too bad didnt get a chance to take pic with him ): and he's rather far away, so the pic isnt very clear ):

BOONSAK BOONSAK! :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HOT HOT HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lee yong dae and lee hyo jung, mixed doubles

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HE'S MY DARLING~ (L)

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MANY PPL QUEUING UP FOR HIM~ AND HE'S STILL EATING HIS BANANANANANANANANANANA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

SATURDAY, 13/6/2009
table tennis was fun, s usual (: went home to bathe and went to cck library to study

SUNDAY, 14/6/2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELINA! :D

another day of studying O:

TODAY! planning to stay at home and see what i can do, whether i can study at home. hahahahaha.

ruiqi scanned my pic into some website thingie and this is what they said:
萌- 超可愛、超卡哇伊之意，通常眼睛很大的女生容易被讚"好萌"。
魅- 對男生而言很有吸引力、魅力。
雪- 皮膚很白皙亮麗。
靚- 漂亮，香港通常把美女叫做靚女。
OMG LAH ROFL!

15 june 2009. it's been 2 months, i wonder if you know. i've been thinking a lot the past few days, wondering if it was my fault for not being understanding enough, wondering if things would be better if we were to hold on. perhaps it's really my fault. perhaps i'm just not good enough. you were right, if things would get better, it would have been better long ago. maybe the decision we've made 2 months back is the least painful solution, though it hurts. i bet the pain i'm suffering from now is much worse than yours.

actually there aren't much to regret. you changed me, made me a better person. because of you, i gained more friends. because of you, i learnt to be more devoted. maybe being good friends is too much to ask for, cos in the first place, if we weren't been together, we'd still end up as acquaintances now. to look on the bright side, i've gained a life experience, a rather beautiful memory. at least i once had a person that would dote on me so much (: thank you. a song for you:

谢谢你让我爱过你 - S.H.E

感觉天气冷了就加件毛衣
而不是急着躲进
某个人的怀里
这麽简单的常识
我竟然忘记
直到你离去才回复记忆
还可以呼吸心跳也还规律
只除了寂寞
它还不肯马上就平息
相恋和失恋
如果说都需要练习
一次学会两种也算好事情

谢谢你教会我爱需要两颗心
谢谢你示范了什麽人该放弃
谢谢你提醒我痛会唤醒勇气
谢谢你曾让我这样的爱过你

只要睁开眼睛就有好风景
再不用苦苦等你
偶尔的好心情
这种简单的快乐比玫瑰美丽
我相信伤心会慢慢痊愈
还可以呼吸心跳也还规律
只除了寂寞
它还不肯马上就平息
相恋和失恋
如果说都需要练习
一次学会两种也算好事情

谢谢你教会我爱需要两颗心
谢谢你示范了什麽人该放弃
谢谢你提醒我痛会唤醒勇气
谢谢你曾让我这样的爱过你

谢谢你教会我爱需要两颗心
谢谢你示范了什麽人该放弃
谢谢你提醒我痛会唤醒勇气
谢谢你曾让我这样的爱过你

it's ironic how those things used to make me smile, yet now the same things can make me cry. however i know one day, when i look at them, i'll smile again, because i would've gotten over. i wonder though, how much time do i need for that day to arrive.