I'm sick. Running a fever at 38.1 degrees when I last measured, hope I'll be well for Econs H1 Exams tmr!

Despite my sickness, I still watched this video from WongFuProductions. I think it's really meaningful and true! :/

Enjoy! While I go study for Econs and get my early slp :/

Gt tagged on Facebook!

NAME: Lim Xin Yi

AGE: 18

BIRTHDATE: 7 March 1993

Rules: Yadayada. Skip skip skip.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = Pepsi.

2. last phone call = Christina.

3. last text message = Christina. Lolol.

4. last song you listened to = Cant rmb. Hahaha.

5. last time you cried = Ytd? Midnight.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = Break and patch... Is tt considered at dating someone twice...?

7. been cheated on = Nope.

8. kissed someone and regretted it = Nope.

9. lost someone special = Yep.

10. been depressed = Idk leh? Lolol! Sometimes I really wonder if I've gt depression bt I've never been diagnosed of it?

11. been drunk and threw up = Threw up yes, bt I really really dont think I was drunk :/ I was still conscious!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Blue.

13. Pink.

14. White.

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = A lot of them! Lol.

16. Fallen out of love = Nope.

17. Laughed until you cried = I dont quite rmb. I think so?

18. Met someone who changed you = Dont think so.

19. Found out who your true friends were = Yep! (:

20. Found out someone was talking about you = Nope.

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = Nope.

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = A wide majority. Prolly at least 90% of them.

24. Do you have any pets = Nope.

25. Do you want to change your name = Kinda. It's too common ):

26. What did you do for your last birthday = Bloody hell GP term exam. Never forget tt. Then studied in cafe, then met Xuemiao with Chris, went to Lakeside to collect her zoom lens, then IMM for I dont rmb what oh man :/ Then Lot 1 for dinner at Ajisen with Xinying Chilanan and Kovasky.

27. What time did you wake up today = 10am. Overslept ):

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Midnight last night, means this morning right? :/ Msning, Fbing. Those usual stuff. Haha.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Tt 6 months break aft A's. Bt I'm still unprepared for A's :/

30. Last time you saw your mother = Erm. 2 days ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Be more disciplined.

32. What are you listening to right now = Second Time Around, Lady Gaga.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = Yep.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = That I'm still procrastinating omg.

35. Most visited webpage = Twitter.

37. Nickname: Currently, Xingxing. Wth right?!

38. Relationship Status = Single.

39. Zodiac sign = Pisces.

40. He or She = She.

41. Elementary = Kranji Primary School

42. High School = Nan Hua High School

43. College = Anglo-Chinese Junior College

45. Long or short = Erm, hair? Or what? Lol. Long hair?

46. Height = 1.56m ):

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Hahaha I actually looked up the definition of "crush" in Urban Dictionary. It's quite funny! I do like someone. Lol.
Oh where's 48?

49. Piercings = Yep.

50. Tattoos = Nope. Only air brush tattoo! Lol.

51. Righty or lefty = Righty!

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery = Never had one.

53. First piercing = When I was four?

54. First best friend = "Best friend" Lol. P4 I think? And we're nt in contact nw.

55. First sport you joined = Badmintion. Wow no lifer. And still so bad at it :/

56. First vacation = Idk eh. Bangkok I think.

58. First pair of trainers = Never had one.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = Nothing.

60. Drinking = Nothing.

61. I'm about to = Start on my work oh man pls pls pls.

62. Listening to = Solo, Iyaz.

63. Waiting for = Nothing.

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? = Yes, bt afraid to have them.

65. Get Married? = Hopefully?

66. Career? = Uncertain.

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes = Eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs.

69. Shorter or taller = Taller.

70. Older or Younger = Older.

71. Romantic or Spontaneous = Romantic I guess?

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Arms.

73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive.

74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Hesistant I think.

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger = Nope.

77. Drank hard liquor = Dont think so.

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Nope.

79. Sex on first date = Nope.

80. Broke someone's heart = I think so.

81. Had your own heart broken = Yes.

82. Been arrested = Nope.

83. Turned someone down = Yes.

84. Cried when someone died = Nope :/

85. Fallen for a friend = Yep.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = I have to.

87. Miracles = Yep.

88. Love at first sight = Yep.

89. Heaven = Idk.

90. Santa Claus = Nope.

91. Kiss on the first date = Nope.

92. Angels = Idk.

Okay done! Hahahaha. Time for work! Must must must!

So much of anticipation. So much of excitement. I thought I could try out something new. I just wanted to stay out. Nothing fancy, just to study. In the airport. Absurd, you may think. But you only live once. What's wrong? It's all about the experience, isnt it?

So much of anticipation. So much of excitement. Dad and Bro agreed. And all you said is "NO". And you gave me stupid reasons. Reasons that I couldnt accept and deem as logical. Airport, a place of high security. What can possibly happen?

So much of anticipation. So much of excitement. And because you're my Mom. Because you're of a higher authority. You won. You always do, dont you? Life is vulnerable, isnt it? Why didnt you lock me up like Rapunzel? Cos maybe I'll slip and fall. Maybe a kid would stab me while experimenting with a knife. Maybe a car would accidentally bump onto me. Maybe, huh, maybe. Life is full of danger, everything's a risk.

So much of anticipation. So much of excitement. Thanks Mom, I'm so disappointed, so utterly disappointed. Thanks for caring so much. Too much.

I wish I'm better at words. I can paint a perfect picture in my mind, bt I couldnt describe it in words. Inability to express myself. That sucks.

Bt I shall still try describing it. In layman's terms.

I'm on this island. It's near satisfactory. But there's just something about the island that isnt as ideal. There're talking tigers that dont quite like me. The island's surrounded by a waters. I'm on the edge of it. I can see many other islands opposite the island I'm on now. I cant quite see what exactly there are on the islands, but I'm pretty sure there'll be a more love one than the one I'm on now. But I'm afraid. Afraid to explore the islands, even more afraid to go into the waters. I cant quite swim but I wont drown, it's just gonna be a hard time before reaching another island.

Should I...
Stay on the island and try to appease the tigers, or take the swim and venture into other islands?

Watched Green Lantern with Shimin, Fangjun and Peishan. It was supposed to be a team thing, bt most of them couldnt make it. Nvm, we had fun though! (:

Lunched in tt prata shop in Cine, idk what's it called ops. Hahaha.

Was 10mins early for the movie, I'm seldom so on time for a movie. Lol. The movie was nt bad, bt I wouldnt say it was very gd cos thr was this point of time during the movie I wanted to slp. It was a little too draggy I felt? Too much of an introduction to prepare for the part 2 of the movie perhaps, bt apart from tt the movie's actually nt bad, I'd say it's quite worth watching though, I think part 2 would be nice! (: And the female lead is prettyyyyyyyyy!! Hahahahahaha (Y)

Went to play pool aft tt. Followed by arcade. Hole in my pocket, bt worth it! (:

Bought Gong Cha for the first time. Well, it wasnt tt gd as I expected. I personally think KOI has gt btr milk tea.

First time I entered Scape. 2 virgin attempts in a day! Aye I know it makes me sound quite suaku, bt aiya whatever :/ Waved to Muttons outside their recording studio, they're so cute they waved back too hahahaha! I think it's quite a common sight for them to see ppl waving at them from outside haha! We settled at the roof of the mall and chatted bout random stuff, for 2hrs plus. Bondingggggg! (L) Haha I love such chit chat sessions, help me know my friends btr! (:

Gd day. Time to slp, gd night! HAHAHAHA! I suck at conclusions.

I'm so tired, physically and mentally.

I feel so effing screwed up it's like a wasted my hols. And I'm panicking like mad, lagging behind the schedule I initially planned for myself. I'm still on my first subject after 2 weeks of holiday, AND I STILL CANT GET MY BASICS RIGHT. Such a failure, right? It sucks, spending 2 hours on an essay and realizing that I misinterpreted the question and I've wasted my effing time on a piece of crap when I dont even have much time left. Am I dumb or what. This isn't fun at all. This sucks.

Hi! I'm back from Badminton Dinner not long ago!! Buffet at Swissotel The Stamford, Asian Market Cafe! (:

I didnt take any pics of the food though ): Was too lazy to bring the DSLR along :/ Bt the food's gd stuff, I stuffed myself with so much food I couldnt eat anymore! Bloated bt jolly, at least I tried almost everything I wanted to.

We initially wanted to play pool in Dhoby Ghaut, bt thr werent enough tables the guys and girls split into 2 grps in the end. The girls played pool and the guys went lan. Kinda defeated the purpose of the girls going over to Dhoby actually... We thought tt it's a TEAM bonding thing bt oh well... It bonded the girls anw! (:

Missed the last train and bus, took bus to Commonwealth MRT with Fangjun and Shimin and troubled Fangjun's dad to send me home. So thankful tt I did nt have to cab, cos I'm actually kinda afraid of cabbing alone, esp at night :/

Feeling so tired nw, it's 2.05AM and the guys r still in Dhoby Ghaut. They're mad. Time to slp. Haha. Gd night! (:

Hello! Hahaha sorry for the past few short posts I've been really lazy ops! :/

I havent been doing much work despite constantly telling myself I HAVE TO STUDY this hols! ): Oh no.

And I realise I've yet to blog bout my train ride to Malaysia on Vesak Day. Apparently the train from Tanjong Pagar to Malaysia is gonna stop functioning next month, so my parents, some relatives and I joined my dad's RC on a one day tour to Malaysia.

The pics were rather disappointing, thr's something wrong with the way I hold the camera most pics were tilted I have to edit them! ):

Bt anw, lazy me shall let the pics to the talking! :D

The building is so big and I was so near to it idk hw to take a nice shot of the place! ):

At the platform! (:

Inside the train station.

Ticket booth!

Railway Food Station

My ticket! (:

My Aunt and cousin!

On the Malaysia custom platform.

First stop in Malaysia!

We alighted at this place called Kluang, the tour guide welcomed us and we gt on our coach to Zenxin Organic Park.

These are goose... Right? Or are they ducks? :/

It's the flower of ladyfinger!

Some random insect my dad caught.

Pineapple tree, with the pineapples wrapped up to prevent insects from eating them.

This is hw it looks without the plastic bag! Lol.

Ops sorry.

The Farm Mart!

Heh!

We went for lunch in some Chinese restaurant, then they brought us to this goat farm. Cute and smelly goats :/

Hahaha I have to upload this, the goat was trying hard to squeeze its head through the fence!

Kiss kiss~

So adorable!!! (:

"Oh oh there's a camera, SQUEEZEEEEEEEEEEEE!!"

I wonder if goats feel molested O:

And tt's hw we get our goat milk!

Nw for part 2 of my railway track advanture! Xuemiao, Clara, Yihshuan and I went to the railway track to take pics 2 days ago! Here’re more train track pics!! Heh!

I was so thrilled and nervous upon hearing tt the train's gonna arrive, was so afraid tt I couldnt get gd shots of the train. Thankfully the shots werent THAT bad, or I'm gonna be so disappointed. Hoho quite a fruitful experience! :D

It's different now. Do you feel it?

She's good!

Actually just especially gd in this song. Hahaha! Bt I like Adele's version of it too! (:

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she(?) got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Reminisce.

The advantage of having a blog! Hahahaha this is silly, bt I happened to read some private blog of mine 2 years ago. And it's just so funny, even when I was emoing. LOLOL.

These should've come earlier. Lol. Consequences of not checking my Tumblr recently...

Fuck. So many things going on in my head, so many things I wanna type, but I just don't know how to express them. Typing, backspacing, then closing the whole windows, then starting a new post, type, backspace, close again. What on earth am I trying to do, I can't even string my own feelings into words. And all I can say is: Fuck My Life.