22. How have you changed in the past 2 years?

2 years back... I was in Secondary 4? Start of Secondary 4 to be specific. Hoho, I think I've become more introverted. Perhaps it's because of the environment, of the new company, I dare not express myself fully to certain groups of people. I've become more self conscious, thinking a lot into other people's impression of myself. But on a more positive note, I think I've become more matured, unknowingly. I think in terms of appearance I do look more matured now. Thinking and character, a little perhaps.

23. Give 5 pictures of guys who are famous and who you find attractive.

HOHO, this is fun, but five is a lot! I shall try.

First up, my favourite Badminton player, Boonsak Ponsana! :D


He's not really very good looking, but he's quite cute actually! (: Heh! And his fighting spirit when he's playing is really admirable! He's not say the best Badminton player, but he's one of the better ones. Loveeeeeee him! (: (: (:

Secondly, Korean soccer player Ki Sung Yueng! (:


If not for 2010 World Cup, I wouldnt have known this young cute and talented soccer player! (: I admit he caught my attention by looks, but he's a skilful player too okay! Evidence: "Ki Sung Yueng is regarded as one of the most dynamic soccer prospect in Korea, where he earned the nickname "Korean Gerrard"." from his Facebook fanpage. LOL!

Third, actor Kim Bum from Korea!


I used to go super duper crazy over him during the "Boys Over Flowers" era!! Lol! Another cute Korean guy, he's really sweet and cute in the show, although quite a jerk at times, I remember.

I cant name two more!!! ):

The weather is so darn good I cant get myself to do any work argggggggggggg! ):

Was greeted by countless "Welcome to AC"s from the moment I stepped into school tdy. It felt so... weird. Here comes the JC1s, I'm officially a senior. 1 year zoomed past so fast, I cant imagine myself graduating from JC and getting into Uni, when I'm not even certain on what I wanna do in the future. I'm almost 18, that's quite old... Sigh.

I miss orientation. It was perhaps the best part of my JC life so far. The games, the fun, the bonding, the cheering. The carefree times when lessons havent started... So envious of the JC1s, though I dont really miss getting dirty and it's quite entertaining watching them getting dirty like gliding across the mud. Heah heah heah.

20. How important you think education is.

Very important. It prevents your mind from dying from excessive rust. It paves the way for our future. It makes us better people by teaching us moral values...

21. One of your favourite shows.

Freak and I realise I havent been watching television shows for very long already. Deprived. I cant think of any now actually.

Ops the ans are getting shorter and shorter. Bt they're so hard to answer, so political! Shall continue with the rest next time. Bye!

I woke up in a man's voice tdy. And suffered a day of frigging sore throat ):

Steamboat at NEX for lunch with Xuemiao and Mewleng! The food arent great, bt we still ate quite a lot cos it was buffet hahahahaha ;)

Haircut at Bishan. Bangs-ed again! And Xuemiao said I look like Egyptian princess. Lololol. She chopped her hair, I was soooooooooooo shocked when she said she wanted her hair to be shorter than mine. Bt in the end she didnt la, it was ard my length, which was alr quite short for her. The girl's gt balls! (Y) Lol.

Xuewei joined us for shopping in town. Shopping was tiringgggggggg, like seriously. Gave me headaches ): Mewleng was busy spamming us with clothes to try on, bt I still couldnt find ath tt I liked, ended up with only a top from Firstday and a pair of grey loafers from Rubi, I know it's common, bt I think it's really pretty! (:

Mewleng and Xuewei left earlier cos they've gt dinner at home. Xuemiao and I walked ard awhile more before buying Subway for dinner. Homed aft tt. A day without homework, tmr's gonna be a $#%?&@! day doing my assignments! ):

14. Your earliest memory.

Ermmmmmmmmmmmm, I used to have a maid when I was around 4 years old, her name was Mariloo or something? I remember she's very very fierce, she used to quarrel a lot with my grandma and she threatens to punch me when I refuse to eat! ): But ironically I cried when she left?!?! I've got no idea why I cried over her, lol!

15. Your favourite tumblrs.

Hahahaha well I guess I compiled all those that I like in my own Tumblr? (:

16. Your views on mainstream music.

I listen to them. I'm fine with most of them, but some are just overrated, like " Like A G6". It's getting more and more common everywhere now, and I really dont understand why people like it! ): And listening to it so often makes me so so sick of it ewwwwwwww.

17. Your highs and lows of this past year.

Highs:
I made a lot of new friends, and at the same time I learned to treasure the old ones more! (:
I met Boonsak, took a picture with him and got his autograph, again! (:
World Cup!!!!! (Y) I learned to appreciate watching soccer!
I was part of YOG2010 workforce! (:
I actually flew out of Asia! :D

Lows:
JC life is hectic! And I did so badly I failed my promotion criteria, but was lucky enough to get advanced to JC2.
I got to know myself more, the negative side of me. The quiet me, the overly sensitive and self-conscious me, the emo me ):

18. Your beliefs.

Oh gosh, I really dont know! :/

19. Disrespecting your parents.

What about disrespecting my parents? Actually I'm quite a bad daughter, I shout at them sometimes. But then again, I think everyone does, right? It's just part of being a teenager...

Eff it, my nose is getting irritating, I couldnt help stuffing tissue paper into my nostrils. Wth. It's running like the tap water. I btr nt wake up with a fever, nt on a Sunday at least... Time to sleep, my eyes are shutting down, good night!

This pig is sooooooo adorable!!! (L)

Had training tdy. Footworks, drills, multiples, games, sprinted. And my legs feel super jelly nw. Swim PE tmr, wonder hw I'm gonna survive with muscle aches... And I'm gonna look like some ugly fat monster in my swim suit ):

I think Yingxian's fighting spirit is really commendable. Brenda, Peishan and I played 3 VS 1 with her tdy. It's quite expected that the 3 of us will win, bt she's gt really strong determination, she never gave up and dashed for each and every shot and earn every single point she could, and eventually won us 24-22. I find her never-say-die spirit really admirable, playing singles is alr tough enough, and she actually won the 3 of us. For me, a doubles player, I sometimes give up on running for certain shots just cos they're too far away. I should really learn from her and have a stronger mentality, nt only in Badminton but also academic wise. I need to motivate myself to be a better fighter, for this seasons and this A lvls.

All the best to me! (:

It's gonna be another busy week, in fact even busier. J2 life's really hectic, it's only the second week of school and we've got a whole lot of work to do. Everyone's bucking up, I'm feeling the J2 stress. What's best, term exams are on week 10, my birthday week...

Training hasnt been smooth these days, especially yesterday. It was totally screwed up, I lost every single game. And the more frustrated I get with myself, the worse I perform. Eff it, if this continues I cant even think of playing for the team this year. How pathetic. Hope tomorrow will be better.

And I've been pressing the replay button for Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie's version of "Just A Dream", so addictive. I've posted the video some time ago, so I'm not posting it again. Love the song (Y)!

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes; it was only just a dream.

Good night while I attempt to catch up with the pile of work! (:

13. Somewhere you'd like to move or visit.

Korea! I've been wanting to visit Korea since years ago, cos I've got an unknown liking towards the country (I just like it, not because of the songs, drama or whatever, in fact I'm not into Kpop). It seems really fun there, and their language's kinda cute too! Haha! Just feel like exploring the place and see how it's really like (And boast to people like Weiyue!). Hahahahahahahaha! (:

Oh yes, and did I mention that I'm balding? Frigging hell I think I am. My hair is dropping at a frightening rate I'm so scared I turn bald! ): I can brush my hands through my hair and pull out 7 strands of hair, and another 2 strands in like another 2 mins' time. I'm really so terribly scared, I even dreamt that I'm really balding and I saw my own bald spots through the mirror... But thankfully it was just a dream, a frigging nightmare. I really hope that the dream wouldnt come true, it'd be so so horrible ):

OMG WHAT THE HELL "LOVE LIKE WOE" DROPPED OUT FROM BILLBOARD TOP 100! ): When it's at #37 last wk. Ewwwww, how can, I love the song! ): And I happened to Youtube the song and found this, quite a cool idea!

Today, shall not be a wasted Sunday!

7. Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

I'm a Piscean! :D And I love my horoscope! (: I think it does, based on horoscope.com, I think it really fits my personality, at least 90% of it. Heheeeeeee, yall can help me read the descriptions and tell me if you think they suit me too! :D Except for that they mentioned that Pisceans are musically inclined, which I think I'm not! ):

And I think this is frigging true:
Charismatic marks: Soft, sometimes frail to medium build. Face easily shows emotion.
I think I'm damn soft hearted ): And yes, it's quite easy to tell my emotions through my face, AND I DONT LIKE IT! Hahahahaha. But in general, I think my horoscope rocks :D

8. A moment you felt the most satisfied with yourself.

Oh gosh. I cant recall anything that's especially satisfying, sorry, skip skip! (:

9. How you hope your future will be like.

I just hope that I'll have a successful career or be a happy housewife (with a maid, that I'll be that taitai, you know you know... LOL!) and have a loving family and lead a smooth life. Happily ever after~ HAHAHAHAHA! But well, in order to have a successful career, I need to study hard now and well what the heck am I doing in front of the computer now?!?!?! Okay, recording memories. Hahahahaha I shall do my homework after blogging, I WILL! (:

10. Discuss your first love and first kiss.

O:

My first love lasted quite long, started when I was in Sec2. It was kinda sweet...? And secretive, cos I had to hide it from my parents, or they'll object it. Okay shouldnt elaborate, but now thinking back, it was kinda silly I thought it'd last til marriage. AND HEY, I DONT LIKE YOU ANYMORE! Not at all, so please dont think I still do, omg?

My first kiss went a little like this *smooch* And twist *smooch smooch* And twist. LOL! Nah, it wasnt like that at all. It was, awkward times infinity cos I didnt know what to do/how to kiss/how to react! Brrrrrrr in short, I stoned during my first kiss, how stupid! And I shouldnt elaborate anymore, too! Lol it's soooooo embarrassing! :$

11. Put your Ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

1. Supreme - Brandy
2. Fuck You - Lily Allen (Lol)
3. 全世界都停电 - Tank
4. Up and Running - Jessica Jarrell
5. Beautiful - Glee Cast
6. Wedding Dress - Taeyang
7. 少了一个人 - S.H.E
8. If You Want Me To Stay - Ne-Yo
9. Back To December - Taylor Swift
10. Confessions Part 2 - Usher

12. Bullet your whole day.
• Woke up, wash up.
• Dug into my brother's closet to find my shirt, cos sometimes it ends up inside.
• Training. Ran on the treadmill, speed 8, 30mins. Games, I lost all (I just realise).
• Played Monopoly Deal with Janet and Yingxian in cafe while waiting for the guys to finish training.
• Played Monopoly Deal with Chris, Tino and 2 seniors while waiting for Janet and Yingxian to finish bathing.
• Went Queensway Shopping Centre to accompany Chris to restring his racket and lunch. Curry chicken rice and otah! (Y)
• Bought black and red FBT and black sports bra (:
• Bus back to Clementi. Htht (:
• Dinnered with Xinying. Under a random HDB cos the place we bought our food from doesnt have any tables and chairs. Lol!
• Homed, bathed, online.

YAY CLEAREDDDDDDD! :D Time for some dreadful Econs essay, sigh!

Life sucks. My life is screwed. Just finished my dinner, reached home at almost 10pm cos of training.

Xinyi Lim says
dinner at 11
3 times a wk
at this rate im growing fat
plus
tuition on tues nights
only free day's thurs
bt it's my latest dismissal day
i dont even have time for work

Hope that explains all ): I think I'm gonna do the challenge thing only on Friday/during the weekends.

Have you ever had this feeling that you really wanna tell someone something, but you're afraid that it'd be a mistake if you do, but you'll feel horrible if you're keeping something from that person, and you're caught in a "tell but dont tell, say but dont say" dilemma, and it feels even worse...? ):

OR DOES ANYONE EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY?! ): ):

Sorry, not doing my #7 tdy. Effing hell Chem paper's screwed.

Weeheeeeeeeeeee I finally gt to study in Starbucks this hol (Ya, the last day of hol in fact) aft incessant talking abt studying there (: Love it love it love it times many many! (: Oh I didnt take tt pic anw it's just some pic from Tumblr hoho!

Tmr's start of sch, bt I dont have to attend it cos I'm gonna have my supplementary papers on Tues and Wed. Gonna study with Danielle at Woodlands library again, my final preparation for my supplementary papers. Hope I'll pass both Chem and Phy, Phy esp cos I've put in more for it, I dont really expect myself to pass Chem bt I'll try!

6. Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

1. I dont think I'm THAT interesting, 30's quite a lot, but I'll try.
2. I have a habit of catching a few more minutes of sleep after washing up in the morning, so it's kinda useless trying to wake up earlier cos I'll just nap back til I'm almost late for school/meet ups.
3. I want to slim down, but I refuse to work on my diet cos "we live to eat". I rather exercise.
4. The point above just reminded me that I'm supposed to do 100 crunches today but well... I shall do them tomorrow, hopefully. HAHA!
5. I've got a really bad temper, but I can be sweet at times! O:
6. I'm over-sensitive. Sometimes I cant help but to infer/think too much about even the most casual comments.
7. I hate tomatoes, hate them like crap! But I kinda like tomato sauce!
8. I hate root beer.
9. The only times I wore dresses/skirts out since Secondary 1 were in school, during Sec4 Prom and last year's CCAAB graduation dinner.
10. I can laugh for no particular reason.
11. I've got four Primary Schools.
12. It's easier for me to say that a girl's good looking than praising a guy's look, which sometimes make me wonder if I'm a bisexual.
13. No, I dont think I am. I dont fall for girls...?
14. I come from a Mandarin speaking family, but my Mandarin isnt good, seriously! Okay maybe spoken Mandarin's alright, but my ability to read and write Mandarin is horrendous.
15. My English sucks too. Languages just arent my kinda things.
16. But come to think of it, my Maths, Sciences and Humanities arent good as well. Hell, I'm good for nothing?!?!?!
17. 7 March, REMEMBER! It's 2 more months to go. Lalala!
18. I sleep with 2 Piglet stuffed toys, one's called Piglet and the other's Piggy. Their Birthdays are on 1st December and 14 February respectively. I wish them Happy Birthday every month, I used to talk to them, but seldom now.
19. I used to carry my bolster around my house wherever I go, but since dont know when I stopped that habit, and only carry it around my room now.
20. I have no musical talent, at all. It's partly cos my parents didnt allow me to learn musical instruments since young, cos they thought that they're useless and we dont have musical background at home (hence no musical genes, blah blah blah) ):
21. I bloody hell cant swim! ): ):
22. This, is my favourite number! (:
23. $?%#@&! FARKER MANSZXSZX. $?%#@&! Okay that's random.
24. I get agitated very, very easily.
25. I cant stand superficial freaks! But I think I'm quite superficial. Okay fine I cant stand those who're more superficial than me.
26. I like blueeeeeeeeeeeee! Hahaha it's kinda obvious from my blog. And pink! And maybe white and yellow too!
27. I dont have a twitter, but I stalk twitters. HAHA!
28. Omg can I please end this I really dont know what to say anymore.
29. Okay darlings I shall go now goodbye!
30. OH GOSH I'M DONE WITH THIS BYE BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (L)!

Wooh was so tired ytd I gt home at 10pm+ from training + studying I collapsed on the bed aft switching on my comp, so I didnt get to use it at all.

4. Your views on religion.

I'm a Buddhist, but not a devout. I'm not a person who's very into religion matters, so I shall not further comment on it (:

5. A time you thought about ending your own life.

There are quite a lot of times when I thought of things like "If I die, who're gonna feel sad, who're gonna cry for me..." But I've never had any serious thought of ending my own life, cos I dont think I'll be that daring, it's gonna hurt like damn damn much ewwsxszx.

"When Kesha went to Take It Off, Bruno Mars threw a Grenade which made Katy Perry a Firework and Taylor Swift rode away on a White Horse. Now Rihanna is the Only Girl in the World which made Lady Gaga Just Dance. Nelly soon woke up saying it was Just a Dream"
Lol wth I found this quite interesting, Chris found this on a YouTube comment and pasted this on Msn.

Studied with Danielle tdy! My first time studying in Woodlands library. Haha, I think it's btr than JE library. Heheee, did quite a fair bit of work, bt nt say a lot cos I kinda gt bored of during work aft some time and slacked off.

Anw, for the qn of tdy.

3. Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Urg this is tough. Erm, they're bad? Haha. Drugs are definitely no no, unless they're for medical purposes. Alcohol is more acceptable, for social events and stuff, but shouldnt be over consumed? Like, drink a little for fun? Lololol. Oh, and speaking of alcohol, I think my alcohol tolerance suck. I wanna train it, so that when I grow up I wouldnt get taken advantage or something. Hahahaha. But then again, it's quite hard, cos I kinda dislike the taste of it, okay most of it. Bleah. And back to the topic, I think drugs and alcohol shouldnt be abused, that's the gist of the chunk of words here. Lol!

And another Christina Grimmie's vid to share! I likeeeeeeeeeee! :D

I'm aching everywhere due to ytd's trainings. Oh gosh! ): Training again tmr!

2. Where you'd like to be in 10 years.

Honestly, I dont know. 10 years from now, I'd be 28? Wow, that's really quite old. Well, I'd like to be in some other country, maybe for leisure or honeymoon (teehee!). But well, it'd be temporary, I dont intend to immigrate, at least I dont have the thought now. Actually, I think that's all. Lol.

Anywayyyyyyyy. I went back to Nan Hua tdy! (: Hoho so happy, I spent $9.90 in total on Nan Hua food (Y)!

Training was great, the Sec2 juniors are actually quite fun, I've never really gt a chance to interact with them before tdy. Haha! Bt training back in NH smacked me into reality, showed me hw low my current team's standard is ): Never mind, 3 more months to train, I hope our standard could really improve. I want top 6!!!!

I've been listening to Christina Grimmie's songs these days. I think her voice's really great, and she's so omgishly pretty! She's a Youtube singer, check her out! Haha. Here's her top rated song, Just A Dream, together with Sam Tsui (:

Hehe, and with that, I shall end my post here. Byeeeeeee! (:

Damn, flea market postponed ):

I think I'm a little philophobic, maybe this will add on a bit to my question of the day?

Found this on Tumblr, looks quite interesting. So... I shall take on the challenge! Hehe. And if at any point of time I regret, hia hia hia, I shall just dlt everything! 8-|

1. Your current relationship. If single, discuss how single life is.

I'm a happy single (: Single life's great, you gotta do what you want and what you like. Free and easy! You wont have to worry about a "the other half", you can hang out with your guy friends without someone actually getting jealous (Okay, if someone's jealous, it isnt your business so you dont have to care/feel bad about it). Basically, you wont have to feel committed to a person. Most importantly, you wont have moods as if you're on some roller coaster ride, taking you through extreme up and downs (like super ecstatic/elated/being on cloud 9 when something sweet/romantic/wonderful happens between you and your "the other half" but get super crestfallen/heartbroken/suicidal over a teeny weeny quarrel). All in all, being a single is AYE DOUBLEYOU EEE ASS OHH AMM EEE! :D

Well, of course there are advantages to being attached too, but ya, I'm single, so single FTW! (:

Hoho that's all for tdy. I think it's quite a good start for my challenge. Heheeeeeeee! Gotta sleep soon, training later. And I'm going back to Nan Hua~ :D :D :D

Confession: I'm bored.

Been Tumblring for the past hr, reblogged, liked, reblogged, liked. And my Facebook's flooded with all those Tumblr updates~

我是 Superman, 我是 Superman, 我是 Superman, 你是 Loser... Lol my song playlist's on shuffle mode and wth song is tt~ K dlted it.

ANYWAY...

These 2 days were just studying dates, nth much. Ytd with Chris and 3 of his classmates, tdy with Chris and Xuewei. Haha. Xueweiiiiiiiiiiii! :D Very long never see and talk to her alr! Hehe she's still the same. Small, lame and lovely (: Hoho! Love you lovely we shall meet up more often! (L)

Omg you know what, Saturday's gonna be my virgin visit to flea market! Eggcited! :D Wonder what kinda fleas I'll find. LOLOLOLOL.

Hehe time for resolutions!! (:

1) Stop procrastinating!
This is very very very (x many many) important!

2) Study smart, play hard, dont over play!
Or my A's will get s.c.r.e.w.e.d!!!

3) Appreciate and treasure all my loved ones! (:

And. I. Shall. Not. Be. Too. Ambitious.

Bye! (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR, HAPPY 2011! :D

I'm just back from Marina Square with Chris nt long ago, I CAUGHT THE FIREWORKS! (:

Bt the pics were epic phail, this is probably the nicest I can find. Messed up crap. Omg! And we almost missed the fireworks, cos we were initially at Suntec and we had a hard time making our way to the open area outside Marina Square cos we didnt know hw to get thr, thankfully we found the place 2 mins before 12am! (:

And tt usually cam-shy boy finally took a pic with me! Hahahaha (Y)! Shall take more pics next time, lolololololol!

Gees, shall spend my slp dreaming of my resolutions, gd night! (: