Went to bowl, play laser quest and dinner with my JC teammates ytd. Oh gosh laser quest was frigging funnnnnn!! :D I'm so gonna play it again some day~ Muahahaha! Dinner at Secret Recipe in IMM. Took the pic thr (:

And I went to IMM again just nw, to accompany Chris to buy his friend's party stuff. And I'm going IMM again tmr for job hunt. Omg.

Met up with Xuemiao, Xuewei and Weinan for dinner at Miyam (is it?) in Westmall. Haha the place's quiet pathetic thr're only 4 restaurants wth.Weinan's back from Canada, so ya just a little random meet up lol.

Look hw gay is he holding my phone omg.

Xuemiao left early, the 3 of us just lingered ard Bukit Batok Central :/ Wanted to play pool at Bukit Batok CSC bt realised tt thr isnt anymore pool thr. Seems like we havent been thr for reaaaaaaaaal long :/ Headed home aft aimless walks and crapping lol!

Hi! Hahaha Merry Christmas!! I'm back, on Christmas eve! Lol.

Hehe 14 days trip to Taiwan, Hongkong and Shenzhen was quite fun! (: I'm so lazy to elaborate on them, bt I shall just post my pics on Facebook some day. A pictures speaks a thousand words uh! (: Bt basically it was a lottttttt of shopping, I bought 4 pairs of shoes 2 bags dk hw many tops 2 jackets 3 shorts (bt I only could wear 1) many many socks a few hair accessories and other little things lolol!! Spent 10 days in Taiwan, 3 days in Hongkong and 1 in Shenzhen. Had some language barrier in Hongkong, and thr arent many places to shop actually. So I thought it wasnt as fun as Taiwan. Shenzhen was worse, I thought I'd be able to buy super lots of things bt to my displeasure all they sell was winter clothing ):

Christmas was fun I met up with Chris for a few hrs of catching up then headed to Vivo to meet Mewleng, Dawn and Xinying. Bought our movie ticket and headed to Hortpark for some camwhoring session lolol. We're supposed to walk all the way up the hill bt thr was this part of it tt was totally dark and creepy so we didnt carry on :/ Snacked and slacked at Macs in Harbourfront Centre before catching our 1250am movie woohooo!! Mission Impossible! It was supposed to be a darn gd movie bt I was so tired I kept falling aslp I only kept myself awake towards the end omggggggg. So I kinda wasted my money (bt it was free for me anw) on the movie and I didnt really get the whole plot oh mai. Bt worthy experience though! (: Haha Vivo was almost empty by the time we finished our movie and the roads were quite empty too we ran in the middle of the road to catch a cab to Mewleng's house lolol!! My second stayover! (:

Surprisingly we werent as tired as we expected in Mewleng's house. Played a few card games (with money) and I earned quite a lot hahaha!! Decided to slp when we gt bored at 630am. Woke up at ard 2pm, had some noodles in Mewleng's house for breakfast and Subway for lunch immediately after breakfast. Lol. Homed aft tt.

Yep tt's about it. And, I'm so happy I finally gt a new phone! Haha! iPhone 4s, white! Heh this is gonna be fun~

Hi! Okay this is my post before I fly off to Taiwan, Hong Kong and Shen Zhen (: Eggcited~

Havent been blogging properly for quite some time huh! Lol.

Anywayyyyyy, Mewleng, Dawn and I headed back for NH training ytd in Jurong West Sports Hall. As usual, I loved it! Haha I love being home! NHBT's like my home I feel so welcomed every time I go back! Heh! I think I've said a couple of times, my juniors are cute! Lol! Okay it's indeed quite embarrassing tt the Sec1s are btr than me nw, cos I'm pretty rusty... Hahaha bt ya it's still fun (: And coach went on and on about us being the history breaking batch and stuff like that without us thr's no tdys' NHBT and we believed and worked hard and gt our top 4 and lalalala...... The usual stuff which made us kinda shy... And he asked if we've gt ath to add on, I just randomly said "Train hard!" and they clapped LOLOLOL whoa felt so powerful like some wise old woman giving some important speech 2 words earned me applauses hahahahaha!

Coach drove us to Taman Jurong (打mahjong) Market for zi cha dinner and we caught up a bit, he said he's gonna invite us to his wedding if he gets married (take note, this post should be the evidence tt he promised us tt) and thr's this sentence tt kept me pondering, til nw. He said tt it's hard for couples of the same age to last after sch years, cos they'll be of a different lvl. Nt many girls would wait for their boyfriend to complete their NS and start working 2 yrs aft they've started working... It just kept haunting me lol.

Coach offered to treat us for dinner, bt we turned it down and asked him to treat us for pool instead. Teehee! And coach is coach, he taught us pool too! Lol. We took turns partnering him, and had a bit of "training" sessions haha! Homed aft tt. Loved ytd! (:

Ohh and I hate the fact tt Rachel Crow was eliminated from X-Factor tonight ): I think she doesnt deserve it, thought I'm nt a fan of her and have always been neutral towards her. Seeing her cry made me cry, literally ): Btw, it's nt up on Channel 5 yet haha I watched it on YouTube.

With tt, I'm off! Haha will be back on Xmas eve, miss me gd bye I'll be ur best Xmas present!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

It's so unfair, life sucks ):

My parents are frigging strict they dont allow stayover wth I feel so deprived ): ):

I'm so fucking tired.

There're two kinds of people. The happy and the emo.

So majority of my friends are in the "happy" category. No it isnt something bad. I'm glad for them, really.

Then there're these few, or maybe just one, that's emoing right now. Ya okay maybe I should feel honoured that I'm trusted all these secrets or whatever. Bt it just feels so heavy carrying someone elses' sorrow on top of mine when I carry on putting on tt fake smile. The "emo-dumping ground", someone once named it. In a way it's gd cos ppl trust me. Yet in another way it's painful. To pretend tt I'm fine while cheering ppl up yet behind tt fucking screen I'm crying like nobody's business. So I receive rants, where do I dump them to? Here? Ya perhaps tt's what blogs are for. Maybe after all these typing I'll feel btr. Maybe after all such rantings maybe I'll feel btr. Maybe after PMSing everywhere and crying my heart out I'll feel btr. Maybe maybe maybe...

I'm so tired. So fucking tired. Why...

People dont understand. They just think I'm complicated.

Okay A's finally over, for everyone, hoho all JC2 students are free nw! (:

Accompanied Dawn to buy her prom stuff tdy. A day of shopping can actually be tiring :/ Bt honestly I didnt know thr're so many many things in Far East Plaza! We spent almost our whole day thr?! Dawn's such a troublesome girl. Her dress requirements: No black no white no bright colours no tube nt too revealing nt too long nt to short. Had a hard time finding a suitable dress for her! Mewleng joined us in the evening and we settled Dawn's dress and heels in the mall. I thought her dress was quite expensive, bt well she's gonna look really gorgeous on her prom! (:

(Oh ya, idk why, bt Dawn's scared of me! HAHAHAHA! I LIKE THAT~ Makes me feel empowered LOL! She puts on the dresses I asked her to wear, each and every of them! Heheeeeeee.)

And I left earlier cos I wanted to watch X-Factor at home (ops). Hahahahaha! Bt I ended up watching it online anw cos I missed out the front part. Damn! Bt I was quite happy for Melanie cos she owned the night, totally! I hope she'll win, or at least emerge as the second runner's up! Yall should watch her sing, really!!



WATCH IT!! She's amazing!!! She's gt the X-Factor, the superstar aura! (: U can ignore the last 4mins or so, so it's only 6mins so watch it~

Time for a change! A new hairstyle. I think everyone who see me will notice tt change and maybe get a shock? Hahahaha the hair dresser was shocked too when I told him what I wanted to cut (Y) I love surprises! HAHA! Okay I actually think it wasnt bad. Oh well shall see huh! (:

And, I spent my whole day in town with Lovin tdy, bt I didnt buy ath apart from 5 hairbands and many many hair ties :/ I really dont like the current season! ): Most of the clothes are either long sleeved or weird flora designs...? ):

Gonna head to town again tmr, hoping to find sth different O:

IT'S OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! Yes, A's over! (:

Omg it's been reaaaaaaaaally long since I last blogged heh! And I realised my last 2 posts were of exactly a month's time difference heh!

Okay actually my last paper wasnt well done, I felt! ): Bt I still hope to get my A for Chem, tt's my only hope for A I guess? ): I hope my Paper 1 wasnt thaaaaaaaat screwed up. My poor time allocation (and super bad luck) left me guessing my last 4 or 5 multiple choice qns, yet none of them were right ):

Ahhhhh, put that aside, I did enjoy my day though! (:

I thought it's gonna be a really screwed up day cos of our sudden change of plans and stuff, bt Jasmine, Charmaine and I did enjoy our Fish&Co and Party World KTV experience I guess? Haha! Okay at least I enjoyed it! It's my second time going karaoke with friends (The first was in Sec1?!) and it wasnt tt bad! Hahahaha though my throat did hurt aft 3hrs of singing (?!) + shouting (ops) hahahaha!!

The karaoke thingie ended quite early, so I went Causeway Point (waited for 30mins, and managed to explore the whole of the newly renovated mall, which is still kinda pathetic bt btr than before) to be a lightbult. Lol! Ya so I met up with Xinying and Mingyuan, chatted, dinnered in Pastamania and stalked some ppl using Mingyuan's iPhone, and somehow shaking it made the pictures load faster (K maybe it was coincidence, bt it worked?! HAHAHAHA!) Oh gosh I swear I've never seen my friend so girly before ;) Hahahaha, which is quite a gd change~

Tt's for my day, simple bt pleasurable! And yes, I'll update my blog regularly before I go missing again for my Taiwan + Hongkong trip in 10 day's time! Hehehehe!


Oh ya, my aunt asked me out for lunch. 1 on 1, tt's kinda freaky... K nvm bye and gd night~

Oh gosh brings back so much memory! :')

Wow Blogger has gt new interface! Or am I lag, havent been blogging for quite some time? O:

Anw my body clock's rather screwed up this hols. Slping from 1am+ to 2am+ to 3am+ to 4.30am this morning, and slping less and less, from 7hrs to 6hrs. Wow. Wonder hw am I gonna revert it back to my normal going to sch clock tmr, ought to slp at like 12am the latest...?

Anw ytd was fun! Bt I didnt get to do any work O:

Oh and I crashed Chris' PW outing on Thurs, shall talk bout it before mentioning bout ytd (:

It was kinda awkward at the start, crashing other ppl's PW outing like an extra kid :/ Bt aft tt it was alright, I guess? Haha. Kinda convinced Jin to crash with me, so it wasnt tt bad lol!

Bowling at Marina Square, I think the last time I bowled was during sec sch days?! Fun fun, I wanna bowl again soon. Geez!

Headed over to Sentosa to watch "Buskers". Bt cos we reached thr at 7pm+, which was quite late, we only managed to watch 2 performances. The first one was by Aytahn Ross from Canada, who performed variety act. Haha quite entertaining, though it was just some simple tricks like juggling and making some balls disappear and reappear. Lol. Next was Valentino's (from Macedonia) performance, puppetry, jazz puppets to be specific. Puppets who performed jazz. Hahaha. Well maybe cos I dont quite appreciate jazz music, so I found it rather boring at times, bt apart from tt it's really nt bad, he's gt a sense of humour and he's put in a lot of efforts in the act, sweating like crap aft tt although it may seem like an easy task to perform puppetry. And what's impressive was tt he made his puppets himself! (:

Homed aft tt, we shouldve gone thr earlier, so we could catch more performances. Quite a worthwhile experience!

What a pity I didnt bring my camera tt day, and all the pictures are with Valencia, so thr arent any pics to share here :/

Anddddddddddddd, I gotta leave house nw, out to study. So ya shall update bout ytd some other time, sry and bye! (:

It's been awhile since I felt this happy (:

Carried my heavy laptop to SP (Cos I needed power supple) to watch the movie "Bad Teacher" with Chris, whoa luckily we didnt watch it in the cinemas it was "thrashy" in Chris' words. Haha. I felt tt it wasnt that bad, bt still, nt worth watching in the cinema. Lol.

Headed to Jin's house for tennis, tt's the fun part (: I'm nt very gd at it, bt the guys didnt quite mind, they were really patient and encouraging despite my infinite mistakes. All the screaming and laughters and moaning (Ahem, not me) really made me felt so gd, so happy, so carefree. Maybe it's the power of sports, it really lifted my mood up. The slight muscle aches after the games were nothing compared to the joy I had!

Actually, if I had a choice, I'd choose to be a guy. Guys arent as sensitive, arent as petty, dont quarrel over small things, bond more easily and they have more freedom. And that's just part of the advantage of being a guy. Hw great it is, isnt it?

MY INTERNET'S GETTING SO $(#^*&)$&()#$ED UP! ):

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Whoa eff die you I have to refresh so damn many times for my pages to load. Then when I click on another link the same cycle repeated. This sucks :@

Some people are just hard to please... No matter how hard you try, they're still not satisfied. It's not as if you did something wrong, okay maybe you did, unknowingly, but he/she just openly show his/her displeasure, make u feel like a lousy friend and all.

Take for example, going out. Yknow some things dont go as smoothly or as fun as expected, no one wanted it to end up that way, who doesnt wanna have fun right? But if that person u're out with complains about how bored he/she was to others, doesnt it make u seem like u're a frigging dull friend, although u actually feel the same way but because u didnt wanna put ur friend into a tough situation u kept everything to urself?

It makes me feel so dull, like what a bad friend I am, for making a friend feel so disappointed with the friend(s) he/she has, bt at the same time quite hurt as well, being unfairly judged. I really dont think I've been that bad, at least I did try hard enough help when he/she needs it.

Okay I guess if u're ever reading this and suspecting if I'm talking about u can u ask me about what I'm talking about instead of jumping into conclusion?

Oh, prelims are over. Yay?

In the midst of exam period. Just had Econs and Chem Paper 3 on the same day, feeling so lethargic now. Math for the next 2 days, I cant get myself to practise yet. Okay I'll study aft dinner... Which is in a few mins' time. Haha! Bt seriously, tt Chem paper was a killer. The Chem department is insane. Argggg. Okay enough of ranting. Hehe. Byeeeeeeeee! (:

It's a 100 days to A Levels. From tomorrow onwards, there're only double digits to count down to ): What's worse, Prelims are in 12 days' time.

Last yr, I had this temporary Chem teacher who thought my class for quite a few wks. He was a J5 senior, only 4 yrs older than us. I rmb he gave us this touching speech to study hard before he left. I rmb him telling us tt we need to copy all our tutorial answers even if we didnt do them, cos if one day while preparing for A's, when we realised we need to refer to the ans and we dont have it, we'll start to panic, and by then even our friends wouldnt have the time to care about us cos they'd be too occupied with their own revisions. I rmb him telling us tt we had to study hard, cos even grades like straight Bs couldnt get us to gd courses. It sounded rather freaky, to think tt our friends would just leave us alone when we needed them most.

Now, a hundred days from the most crucial exam, I begin to feel it. Kinda. It's not exactly tt my friends wouldnt help. It's just tt I myself feel embarrassed to ask for help, seeing everyone mugging so madly. I'm afraid tt I'd wasting their time, I'm afraid tt they'll think tt I'm dumb. Even someone I thought I could be frank to could actually get frustrated with me asking questions. Sometimes, even teachers make me feel so helpless, sometimes they'll give me the puzzled, "what do u not understand about this" face, which really made me feel so stupid. Sometimes, I fear to even consult them. I feel like a burden, both to my friends and teachers. I feel pretty much like a failure, a pest, so so inferior. I dare nt imagine the days ahead, they're gonna be so awful.

Heya! Thr's prolly only one interesting incident this wk, celebrating Chilanan's bday on Wed. Lol.

It created a huge hole in my pocket! Lol. Surprised her with a helium balloon while she was choosing her food in MOF with Xinying. Heheeee. It's only my second time thr, I think what I ordered was quite nice. Curry Beefballs pasta! (Y) I think their curry's gd, nicer than others at least...? And their matcha dessert's nt bad. Quite a number of them, I think all should be nice hahaha. Mmm it was just a simple lunch bt glad we met up, we havent seen each other for quite some time (:

And I hate tutorials. They're hindering my revisions, cos I have to complete them before I start my revision. Bloody hell. And Prelim's in 3 wks' time ): Must make full use of this wkend and complete as much work as possible. And I think I'd be leaving randomcrapology on a semi hiatus? Cos thr isnt much to update these days anw and disaster would strike once I switch on my comp ): Ya I know I havent been blogging these days anw bt well, I'll be blogging even less I guess. If I'm going on a semi hiatus, my current blog status is considered quarter hiatus. LOL. Okay okay byeeeeeeeeeeeee~

A random thought: I love hugs. How great it is if I get them every morning. Good motivation to start the day! Hahaha. Spread da lurveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

This wk's quite happening eh! (:

Monday: Youth day. Yeah I'm youthful (: Basically stayed at home and hardly did any work. Went for GP tuition in late afternoon.

Tuesday: Studied with Jasmine, Charmaine and Bong in cafe aft sch, then off to meet Mewleng at Westmall for early dinner and some catching up, then went for our Phy tuition tgt. Apparently everyone was earlier than Ikhsan for the first time. Haha I guess he's too used to us being late for tuition. Tuition was a drain of brain juice, Ikhsan tested us on almost all the Phy definitions for our syllabus. Frigging hell. Lol.

Wednesday: I caught Transformers!! Bt guess what, I fell aslp during the movie cos I had insufficient slp the previous night (Y) Thankfully Chris explained everything to me. Bt then, I still dont think tt it's THAT gd. It's "okay okay la" for me. Lol! Bt Chris thought tt it's damn gd. Maybe it's a guy's thing :/

Thursday: Causeway Point with Chunyung! Hoho it's awesome having someone to fetch u from sch! HAHA. We wanted to catch a movie, bt thr wasnt ath nice to watch, so we had an early dinner at Dian Xiao Er instead. It's been some time since I spent $2x on food! I love Dian Xiao Er the money's so worth the quality!! (:

Friday: An ordinary sch day, stayed back to study and homed.

Saturday: Justin's Birthday party! Had to travel all the wayyyyyyyyyyy to Tampines. Haha thr were only 6 ppl from ACJC? We gt him poker chips. Lolol. I think he really loved it, it earned him $30+ from poker lol! It's been awhile since I last saw him, he told us bout his poly life and stuff I'm glad he's doing great thr haha!

Sunday: Study at Buddy Hoagies with Dawn. Oh gosh I think I kinda made her studying session unproductive? ): She planned to do 2 Math papers bt she didnt even complete 1. Omg. I didnt quite complete what I planned, like always. Bt ya, I still like Buddy Hoagies I love their food ops lolol. Hope the next time we study would be btr! :/

Bored bored bored! Bt I'm thankful Justin's always so bored too he tags me in Fb notes LOL.

Rules:
1. Put your music library on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.
4. Ok, go!
5. When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the title of your note. (Ignored)

If someone says, “shelf”, you say? Have You Ever - S Club 7
How would you describe yourself? Maid With The Flaxen Hair - Richard Stoltzman (WHAT THE HELL...)
What do you like in a guy/girl? Crash And Burn - Elise Estrada (Oh no saddist)
How do you feel today? Up And Running - Jessica Jarrell (Yeah!!!)
What is your life’s purpose? 沿海公路的出口 - S.H.E (Uh it doesnt make sense bt I love them!! :D)
What's your motto? Solo - Iyaz (Omg why all so emo one)
What do your friends think of you? Heartbreaker - G-Dragon (Lol)
What do you think of your parents? No You Hang Up - Shayne Ward
What do you think about very often? Mr Watson - Ke$ha (Lol who's tt hahahahahaha!!)
What is 2 + 2? The House That Built Me - Miranda Lambert
What do you think of your best friend? Dont Go - The Latency (Yalor dont go~)
What do you think of the person you like? One Day On This Earth - R Kelly
What is your life story? Firework - Katy Perry (Ya I do feel like a plastic bag drifting through the wind... And the house of cards one blow from caving in. TSKKKK.)
What do you want to be when you grow up? So What - Pink
What do you think of when you see the person you like? Peacock - Katy Perry (OMGGGGGGGGGG. HAHAHAHA!!!!!)
What will you dance to at your wedding? One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks (Haha somehow applicable!)
What will they play at your funeral? Fogging Up The Windows - Frankie J
What is your biggest fear? Because You Live - Jesse McCartney (Ya, I fear because you live)
What is your biggest secret? No Air - Jordin Sparks (Ya, and I'm still surviving without air lol)
What will you post this as? What I Know Now - Backstreet Boys

Ahhhhhh. Anyway, first wk of term 3 is over. Hmm. Kinda nt used waking up early again. And the stupid SGC gt me up til 4am ytd morning, felt like shit in sch, with the PCME+GP tutorials and I overslept for tuition at 7pm thankfully Chris rang up my house to wake me up and Ikhsan my tutor was kind enough to end tuition later. And I slept the moment I gt home til 8am+ this morning, feeling rejuvenated heheeeeeeee!! Lovely, a day pumped up... Bt stuck at home... Lol!!

I'm sick. Running a fever at 38.1 degrees when I last measured, hope I'll be well for Econs H1 Exams tmr!

Despite my sickness, I still watched this video from WongFuProductions. I think it's really meaningful and true! :/

Enjoy! While I go study for Econs and get my early slp :/

Gt tagged on Facebook!

NAME: Lim Xin Yi

AGE: 18

BIRTHDATE: 7 March 1993

Rules: Yadayada. Skip skip skip.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = Pepsi.

2. last phone call = Christina.

3. last text message = Christina. Lolol.

4. last song you listened to = Cant rmb. Hahaha.

5. last time you cried = Ytd? Midnight.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = Break and patch... Is tt considered at dating someone twice...?

7. been cheated on = Nope.

8. kissed someone and regretted it = Nope.

9. lost someone special = Yep.

10. been depressed = Idk leh? Lolol! Sometimes I really wonder if I've gt depression bt I've never been diagnosed of it?

11. been drunk and threw up = Threw up yes, bt I really really dont think I was drunk :/ I was still conscious!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Blue.

13. Pink.

14. White.

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = A lot of them! Lol.

16. Fallen out of love = Nope.

17. Laughed until you cried = I dont quite rmb. I think so?

18. Met someone who changed you = Dont think so.

19. Found out who your true friends were = Yep! (:

20. Found out someone was talking about you = Nope.

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = Nope.

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = A wide majority. Prolly at least 90% of them.

24. Do you have any pets = Nope.

25. Do you want to change your name = Kinda. It's too common ):

26. What did you do for your last birthday = Bloody hell GP term exam. Never forget tt. Then studied in cafe, then met Xuemiao with Chris, went to Lakeside to collect her zoom lens, then IMM for I dont rmb what oh man :/ Then Lot 1 for dinner at Ajisen with Xinying Chilanan and Kovasky.

27. What time did you wake up today = 10am. Overslept ):

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Midnight last night, means this morning right? :/ Msning, Fbing. Those usual stuff. Haha.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Tt 6 months break aft A's. Bt I'm still unprepared for A's :/

30. Last time you saw your mother = Erm. 2 days ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Be more disciplined.

32. What are you listening to right now = Second Time Around, Lady Gaga.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = Yep.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = That I'm still procrastinating omg.

35. Most visited webpage = Twitter.

37. Nickname: Currently, Xingxing. Wth right?!

38. Relationship Status = Single.

39. Zodiac sign = Pisces.

40. He or She = She.

41. Elementary = Kranji Primary School

42. High School = Nan Hua High School

43. College = Anglo-Chinese Junior College

45. Long or short = Erm, hair? Or what? Lol. Long hair?

46. Height = 1.56m ):

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Hahaha I actually looked up the definition of "crush" in Urban Dictionary. It's quite funny! I do like someone. Lol.
Oh where's 48?

49. Piercings = Yep.

50. Tattoos = Nope. Only air brush tattoo! Lol.

51. Righty or lefty = Righty!

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery = Never had one.

53. First piercing = When I was four?

54. First best friend = "Best friend" Lol. P4 I think? And we're nt in contact nw.

55. First sport you joined = Badmintion. Wow no lifer. And still so bad at it :/

56. First vacation = Idk eh. Bangkok I think.

58. First pair of trainers = Never had one.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = Nothing.

60. Drinking = Nothing.

61. I'm about to = Start on my work oh man pls pls pls.

62. Listening to = Solo, Iyaz.

63. Waiting for = Nothing.

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? = Yes, bt afraid to have them.

65. Get Married? = Hopefully?

66. Career? = Uncertain.

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes = Eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs.

69. Shorter or taller = Taller.

70. Older or Younger = Older.

71. Romantic or Spontaneous = Romantic I guess?

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Arms.

73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive.

74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Hesistant I think.

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger = Nope.

77. Drank hard liquor = Dont think so.

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Nope.

79. Sex on first date = Nope.

80. Broke someone's heart = I think so.

81. Had your own heart broken = Yes.

82. Been arrested = Nope.

83. Turned someone down = Yes.

84. Cried when someone died = Nope :/

85. Fallen for a friend = Yep.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = I have to.

87. Miracles = Yep.

88. Love at first sight = Yep.

89. Heaven = Idk.

90. Santa Claus = Nope.

91. Kiss on the first date = Nope.

92. Angels = Idk.

Okay done! Hahahaha. Time for work! Must must must!

So much of anticipation. So much of excitement. I thought I could try out something new. I just wanted to stay out. Nothing fancy, just to study. In the airport. Absurd, you may think. But you only live once. What's wrong? It's all about the experience, isnt it?

So much of anticipation. So much of excitement. Dad and Bro agreed. And all you said is "NO". And you gave me stupid reasons. Reasons that I couldnt accept and deem as logical. Airport, a place of high security. What can possibly happen?

So much of anticipation. So much of excitement. And because you're my Mom. Because you're of a higher authority. You won. You always do, dont you? Life is vulnerable, isnt it? Why didnt you lock me up like Rapunzel? Cos maybe I'll slip and fall. Maybe a kid would stab me while experimenting with a knife. Maybe a car would accidentally bump onto me. Maybe, huh, maybe. Life is full of danger, everything's a risk.

So much of anticipation. So much of excitement. Thanks Mom, I'm so disappointed, so utterly disappointed. Thanks for caring so much. Too much.

I wish I'm better at words. I can paint a perfect picture in my mind, bt I couldnt describe it in words. Inability to express myself. That sucks.

Bt I shall still try describing it. In layman's terms.

I'm on this island. It's near satisfactory. But there's just something about the island that isnt as ideal. There're talking tigers that dont quite like me. The island's surrounded by a waters. I'm on the edge of it. I can see many other islands opposite the island I'm on now. I cant quite see what exactly there are on the islands, but I'm pretty sure there'll be a more love one than the one I'm on now. But I'm afraid. Afraid to explore the islands, even more afraid to go into the waters. I cant quite swim but I wont drown, it's just gonna be a hard time before reaching another island.

Should I...
Stay on the island and try to appease the tigers, or take the swim and venture into other islands?

Watched Green Lantern with Shimin, Fangjun and Peishan. It was supposed to be a team thing, bt most of them couldnt make it. Nvm, we had fun though! (:

Lunched in tt prata shop in Cine, idk what's it called ops. Hahaha.

Was 10mins early for the movie, I'm seldom so on time for a movie. Lol. The movie was nt bad, bt I wouldnt say it was very gd cos thr was this point of time during the movie I wanted to slp. It was a little too draggy I felt? Too much of an introduction to prepare for the part 2 of the movie perhaps, bt apart from tt the movie's actually nt bad, I'd say it's quite worth watching though, I think part 2 would be nice! (: And the female lead is prettyyyyyyyyy!! Hahahahahaha (Y)

Went to play pool aft tt. Followed by arcade. Hole in my pocket, bt worth it! (:

Bought Gong Cha for the first time. Well, it wasnt tt gd as I expected. I personally think KOI has gt btr milk tea.

First time I entered Scape. 2 virgin attempts in a day! Aye I know it makes me sound quite suaku, bt aiya whatever :/ Waved to Muttons outside their recording studio, they're so cute they waved back too hahahaha! I think it's quite a common sight for them to see ppl waving at them from outside haha! We settled at the roof of the mall and chatted bout random stuff, for 2hrs plus. Bondingggggg! (L) Haha I love such chit chat sessions, help me know my friends btr! (:

Gd day. Time to slp, gd night! HAHAHAHA! I suck at conclusions.

I'm so tired, physically and mentally.

I feel so effing screwed up it's like a wasted my hols. And I'm panicking like mad, lagging behind the schedule I initially planned for myself. I'm still on my first subject after 2 weeks of holiday, AND I STILL CANT GET MY BASICS RIGHT. Such a failure, right? It sucks, spending 2 hours on an essay and realizing that I misinterpreted the question and I've wasted my effing time on a piece of crap when I dont even have much time left. Am I dumb or what. This isn't fun at all. This sucks.

Hi! I'm back from Badminton Dinner not long ago!! Buffet at Swissotel The Stamford, Asian Market Cafe! (:

I didnt take any pics of the food though ): Was too lazy to bring the DSLR along :/ Bt the food's gd stuff, I stuffed myself with so much food I couldnt eat anymore! Bloated bt jolly, at least I tried almost everything I wanted to.

We initially wanted to play pool in Dhoby Ghaut, bt thr werent enough tables the guys and girls split into 2 grps in the end. The girls played pool and the guys went lan. Kinda defeated the purpose of the girls going over to Dhoby actually... We thought tt it's a TEAM bonding thing bt oh well... It bonded the girls anw! (:

Missed the last train and bus, took bus to Commonwealth MRT with Fangjun and Shimin and troubled Fangjun's dad to send me home. So thankful tt I did nt have to cab, cos I'm actually kinda afraid of cabbing alone, esp at night :/

Feeling so tired nw, it's 2.05AM and the guys r still in Dhoby Ghaut. They're mad. Time to slp. Haha. Gd night! (:

Hello! Hahaha sorry for the past few short posts I've been really lazy ops! :/

I havent been doing much work despite constantly telling myself I HAVE TO STUDY this hols! ): Oh no.

And I realise I've yet to blog bout my train ride to Malaysia on Vesak Day. Apparently the train from Tanjong Pagar to Malaysia is gonna stop functioning next month, so my parents, some relatives and I joined my dad's RC on a one day tour to Malaysia.

The pics were rather disappointing, thr's something wrong with the way I hold the camera most pics were tilted I have to edit them! ):

Bt anw, lazy me shall let the pics to the talking! :D

The building is so big and I was so near to it idk hw to take a nice shot of the place! ):

At the platform! (:

Inside the train station.

Ticket booth!

Railway Food Station

My ticket! (:

My Aunt and cousin!

On the Malaysia custom platform.

First stop in Malaysia!

We alighted at this place called Kluang, the tour guide welcomed us and we gt on our coach to Zenxin Organic Park.

These are goose... Right? Or are they ducks? :/

It's the flower of ladyfinger!

Some random insect my dad caught.

Pineapple tree, with the pineapples wrapped up to prevent insects from eating them.

This is hw it looks without the plastic bag! Lol.

Ops sorry.

The Farm Mart!

Heh!

We went for lunch in some Chinese restaurant, then they brought us to this goat farm. Cute and smelly goats :/

Hahaha I have to upload this, the goat was trying hard to squeeze its head through the fence!

Kiss kiss~

So adorable!!! (:

"Oh oh there's a camera, SQUEEZEEEEEEEEEEEE!!"

I wonder if goats feel molested O:

And tt's hw we get our goat milk!

Nw for part 2 of my railway track advanture! Xuemiao, Clara, Yihshuan and I went to the railway track to take pics 2 days ago! Here’re more train track pics!! Heh!

I was so thrilled and nervous upon hearing tt the train's gonna arrive, was so afraid tt I couldnt get gd shots of the train. Thankfully the shots werent THAT bad, or I'm gonna be so disappointed. Hoho quite a fruitful experience! :D

It's different now. Do you feel it?

She's good!

Actually just especially gd in this song. Hahaha! Bt I like Adele's version of it too! (:

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she(?) got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Reminisce.

The advantage of having a blog! Hahahaha this is silly, bt I happened to read some private blog of mine 2 years ago. And it's just so funny, even when I was emoing. LOLOL.

These should've come earlier. Lol. Consequences of not checking my Tumblr recently...

Fuck. So many things going on in my head, so many things I wanna type, but I just don't know how to express them. Typing, backspacing, then closing the whole windows, then starting a new post, type, backspace, close again. What on earth am I trying to do, I can't even string my own feelings into words. And all I can say is: Fuck My Life.

Tdy's a tiring loooooooong day, esp aft reaching home late from choir concert ytd. Choir concert was quite gd, in general, though I cant appreciate some of the songs. Hahaaaaaa!

Woke up early in the morning for my haircut appointment with Mewleng in Far East Plaza at 11am. The hair dresser kept suanning me! ): Kept talking about my laziness and stuff, cos I told him I was lazy to blow my hair to give it the "shape". Lol. And aft cutting he commented "终于像个人了" or sth like tt. Hahahaha he's damn mean! Bt whatever, at least he's gd. Lolol.

Had manicure, was so indecisive of what colour I wanted cos it's my virgin paid-for manicure experience. Hahahahaha. I felt so noob! Bt oh well, thr's a first time for everything, right? (: I gt this shiny light blue colour, it felt kinda weird at the start cos I wasnt used to it bt nw I think it's really pretty! Heheeeeeee! Blue nails for the hols! Mewleng gt pink, it's nt bad too! (:

Then we went shoppingggggggg. Arg it was horrible, it seemed like thr're so many nice clothes when I walk pass the shops, bt apparently I cant find ath nice for myself. My feet hurt so much from walking and yet I didnt buy a single piece of shit. Hw frustrating, I thought I could add a bit of colour to my dull wardrobe, bt sigh ): Disappointing ttm.

Tuition at night, was so tired I wasnt responsive during lesson. Ikhsan, my tutor, commented tt I was exceptionally quiet. Lol! Bt ya, tuition was fun, as usual! Haha I think the tuition centre pamper us like crazy, have I ever talked about tt? I happened to be one of the 10 lucky ppl who registered for tuition last December, and earned 10GV vouchers. And the tuition centre provides us with monthly refreshments, from ice cream to Famous Amos cookies to KOI... Nom nom nom! And they changed the tutor for us cos we didnt like the previous one. They're just so awesome they put their students in the first priority awwwwwwwww so sweet right!! (:

Tmr's gonna be another long day and it's gonna be time I start on my revision ahhhhhh. So behind my revision schedule! Okay I shall put an end to my procrastination! Must must must.

After a week of mugging, I'm proud to announce:

I'M FREE!!

For now. Like perhaps 3 days? Cos holidays are supposed to be for mugging ): And dont underestimate my 1 wk of mugging, it was really quite intense, I'm so mentally drained nw! Wonder hw am I gonna survive A's. 3 days of exams tired me out so much. Last min studying was really horrible. Memorizing all the Organic Chem reactions and reagents within 3 days was disastrous, what's worst was tt what I didnt quite study for came out the most. Stupid Nitrogen Compounds... Nvm shall put tt aside.

"Celebrated" end of exams with Lovin, Jasmine and Charmaine at Holland Swensens for lunch, then ice cream at The Daily Scoops! The stupid thing was tt we had to head back to sch aft lunch cos of extra Econs lecture, which lasted for 2 frigging hrs ): Tmr's supposedly start of hol, bt we'll still have to go back to sch for another Econs lecture, what a torture. Kinda looking forward to tmr's prata and De Coder's session though! (:

And btw, I caught Kung Fu Panda 2 in 3D!! :D Right at the day of release! (Y) Have been anticipating the movie since they started advertising bout it last December, and it was totally worth my wait! (L) The 7pm+ movie slots (3D, Digital, normal) were all almost fully booked, with only the first 2 roles available, so I bought the 9.30pm tickets on impulse, and ltr realised tt I was in deep shit cos I'll reach home darn late. Called my dad, he sounded kinda angry, bt apparently he wasnt angry when he came CCK MRT to fetch me aft tt! Heheeeeeeeeee! Oh anw, the movie! Hehe I'm really bad at words, so all I can say is: GO WATCH!! Laughter guaranteed, if not u must be a really dull person! ):

Hehe tt's all for the updates! Bye!

Stayed at home tdy, was having sore throat and headache ytd, so I gt an MC for tdy! (: Haha. And who would waste their money on doctors if they dont fully utilize what they get right! :/

Stumbled upon this, and I think these kids really have a mature mindset, I dont think I would have thought tt way if I'm of their age!

My dad just gave me a "realistic" aim of straight Bs for A's =.=lll I wonder if he knows tt tt kinda grade would land me nowhere in the local university...

Participated in Nike Goddess 5K with Fangjun and Shimin ytd, some women's 5km race organised by Nike.

Went Shimin's house for lunch, we cooked our own meal hahaha! Macaroni in onion+chicken+eggs+fu zhou fishball soup. LOL. It was kinda blend though :/ Lolol. Bt fun to cook! Hahaha.

They followed me home aft tt cos I forgot to take my number tag... hw dumb. They complained tt my room's messy :/ Left my house a bit late cos I was busy showing them my S.H.E collections HAHAHAHAHA!!

We were late for the race, by the time we deposited our bags and headed to the starting line we saw ppl running more than 1km ahead of us alr. And everyone was crowding in front of us we couldnt really run even if we wanted to. Hahaha. We ended up slow jogging + a bit of walking for the 4km, and only jogged faster for the last km. We took ard 41mins for tt 5km, nt bad la hor? Considering tt we werent really running at our best, heh! (:

Dinnered in Rajah Inn in Tiong Bahru Plaza, some steamboat place. The food was pretty average, I've yet to dine in a gd steamboat restaurant (Oh ya, except Sukiya) ): Bt we chatted a lot, and we discovered tt Fangjun has a really weird mindset towards life. Even Shimin, who has been in the same team as her for 6yrs, didnt know bout it. Lol! We somehow had so much to talk about, we only left the restaurant when the waitresses switch off the lights (Btw their service sucked, bt we still had to pay service charge. Zzz)

It's a fun day with my teammates, although only 2 of them. I wonder when will we go out again! ):

Seasons have officially ended. Guys lost to VJC tdy, 2-3. Gd fight guys, though it's kinda wasted. It's just our bad luck to have such sucky draws, both the guys and the girls teams, the J1s this yr will do us proud next yr! (:

Addicted to Janice and Sonia's cover of "Breakeven", I think it's btr than the original song :/

We ended our seasons winning PJC 5-0! (: I played singles, and I met their strongest singles I think. I kinda enjoyed the game although I didnt win straight sets. I actually kinda liked it tt my last game's loooooooooooooong! :/ Gonna support the guys against VJC ltr, hope they'll do us proud and proceed into the next round! (:

Had team dinner in some Korean restaurant in Holland Village. It reminded me of Jang Shou, my previous work place! Korean BBQ restaurant! (Y) Bt we didnt have any BBQ, we all ate ala cartes. We then had ice cream in Haagen Dazs, shucks at this rate I'm gonna grow fat without trainings!! I'll miss them so much ): The night was great, team talks rock (Y) hahaha! Hope we'll still have such gatherings even after the J2s step down!

A teacher shared the song "What Are Words" by Chris Medina with us during devotions on Tuesday, I've heard it before but have never quite paid attention to its lyrics til I YouTubed it just nw, it brought me to tears. Chris Medina's the man! Damn sweet! :')

Watch this,

Then watch this!!

We lost to RJC on Thursday and had our last training tdy.

Was kinda down when I was on my way to training, cos the thought of not training for the sport anymore really sucked. I used to dread trainings sometimes, bt I think I'd miss it sooooooo much next time. Cant believe that all these are gonna end, cant believe Wed's gonna be my last match.

And guess what, I'm gonna play singles! The last match I played for NH was also a singles match although I'm a doubles player, I think it's fate tt I end all my last matches of my last yr with a singles match. I won the other time, so I'm gonna win this time too! (:

Okay I'm gonna end my last match well. Very well. Very very well. Good luck to moi. Hahaha. Buaiz.

What a harsh start. We lost our deciding match against MJC, 1-4. Match against RJC on Thurs, playing against PJC next Wed.

It was quite disappointing. Okay, actually very disappointing. It didnt feel tt bad immediately aft we lost the first 3 games, bt the fact tt we arent able to get into top 8 sank in ltr, when I was on my way home. It felt soooooo horrible. After investing so much time and effort, sacrificing my time for studies, I didnt even play to standard. Although the opponents were tougher, we still could've fought harder.

What's over is over, I really have to do my best for the subsequent 2 matches, at least I'll have no regrets.

Omg another day of slacking!!

I'm watching Xiaxue vids nw, her guide to life. ALL TANXUEMIAO'S FAULT FOR TELLING ME BOUT THEM YTD!!! Now I'm addicted to these vids and nt doing my work! ): Bt anw, some of them are really entertaining hahahahaha!!

Like for egs,

EP84, Dating. It's about this dating coach teaching another guy hw to create an impression with girls, bt I personally dont think it'll work. And the guy who went on the course looks like some other person I know... Hmmmmm.

EP80, Camwhoring. HAHAHA I FIND THIS REALLY FUNNY!!! And speaking of which I havent been camwhoring for quite some time alr! ):

EP63, Wedding Proposal. Omg this is sweet!!! He must be frigging rich to do that!

Okay I guess I'm only gonna share 3 of them, enjoy! (:

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Omg sry I'm back I think this is really gd and I shall add on to the list of vids above lol!!

EP62, Acting. She's nt bad eh, except for the excessive use of profanities lol!

And to add on sth random, Bruno Mars' "The Lazy Song" MV! Hahaha I've been wanting to share this for quite some time, bt I always forget to :/ It's really cute! Enjoy!! (:

Hi I just bathed after coming home from friendly match with HCJC! (:

I'M FEELING GREAT!

Okay I think I played generally QUITE well, though thr were quite a few mistakes. I'm so glad I saw Mr Yeo!!! :D :D He's my NH coach, missed him so much it's been awhile since I last saw him!! Omg so awesome, and he said I improved hehe so happy :D

I'm soooooooooooo looking forward to Good Friday!! Cos I got to skip a whole day of tutorial omg excites~

But looking on the dull side, thr's Physics test tmr and I've yet to study for it, I havent even had my dinner omg hahahaha okay I shall go now Xinyi is elated today~

BYE!!

Shucks it's been 10 days since the last update!!

Anw I'm quite glad tt I caught up with 2 of my Secondary School friends in the past week despite my busy academic and CCA schedule! Heheeeeeee!!

Met up with Mingcong last Monday for lunch at Clementi. Took us some time to decide whr to eat before settling down in Sakae Sushi in the almost deserted City Vibe. Generous sister's treat! Thanks MC! (: Idk if it's just me, bt I felt tt Sakae has btr Ramen than Ajisen or Ramen Ten O: Anw, was quite glad tt the meet up was btr than I expected, cos I rmb the previous time we met up we didnt have much to talk :/ Bt this time it wasnt tt bad, we had quite a lot to talk about ! We had to leave aft lunch, cos he's gt work and I've gt CCA, bt the short meet up was quite a worthy one (:

Met up with Xuemiao on Saturday. Actually we meet up quite a lot for friends from different schs (Y)! Attempted to do a bit of sch work in Bukit Batok Macs while waiting for her, continued with a few more qns when she arrived, and finally left Macs for Westmall cos our bladders were begging us to relieve them but apparently the Macs toilet was occupied for a darn long time. Shared my mom's Swensens voucher with her, sat in the restaurant for damn long cos we've gt endless topics to talk abt!! (: And if my bro didnt text me to buy food back for him we would've stayed til the restaurant closes! Heh! (:

Seasons' in a weeks' time. The draws were kinda bad... We've gt MJC, RIJC and PJC. Really hope we can get into the next round! Okay enough said. Lol.

Two facts about myself which I recently confirmed:

1) I'm a &$%#@ing emotional person.

2) I'm a person who tends to keep negative comments or emotions to myself, slowly accumulate them and one day explode and release all my frustrations all at one go.

Am I scary...?

Hello! (:

I got an A for my PW!! :D First A on my A lvls results slip, 5 more to come next yr! Lol! So glad that my hard work paid off, so happy with my class for getting 92% As! (: Gd job 2SB6!! And my class won the interclass Science quiz! ;) Rofl!!

I'm blogging so much lesser nowadays! ): Feeling so no life, life revolves ard school and assignments, nth interesting to mention about, sigh.

Badminton's kinda stressing me out too. Seasons are in 17 days' time, yet I dont feel very prepared. I'm getting so easily frustrated for the past trainings cos I screwed them up. It's gonna be the last sch team sport I'll ever take part in, I've trained so hard and sacrificed so much of my studying time for it, I dont wish my hard work to go down the drain ): Gosh really hope we'll at least get into the second round this seasons!

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!!!

School pranks werent enough, I pranked some class girls and AC badm girls via SMS just nw, hehe fun.

"Hey I've gt sth urgent to ask u, can u call me back at this no? My phone isnt working :/ (IMH's number), call asap okay!!" And some ppl fell for it, (Y)!!

School's just as mundane. Piles and piles of work to do, accumulated fatigue and stress and question marks everywhere. This sucks man. I'm going for GP tuition from next wk onwards, hope it'll help.

"It's Friday, Friday... Fun fun fun fun!" LOLLLLLLLLLL. K nvm. Bye!!

Having dry eyes from crying again, wonder hw much tear I've shed in total for the wk.

When I was young, I was ignorant, I didnt understand the importance of education and scoring good grades. Whenever I do badly for my tests or exams, my parents would get angry with me. They scold me, I cry. So when I was young, studying was just to avoid the scoldings and maybe earn some rewards from my parents.

Now, I'm eighteen. I'm much more sensible, no longer that ignorant, I've learned to study for myself, for my own future. I give myself stress and get upset when I dont do well. I dont wish to receive any scoldings or whatever when I do not meet expectations, cos they'll just make me feel worse. I want encouragements, not naggings, neither scoldings. I'm old enough to know what I'm doing.

So dad, please, I dont wanna be treated like a kid anymore. I have my own feelings, I feel awful bout it too. I dont need you to add oil to the fire.